March on!

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2009-07-20T01:15:00.004+08:00

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switch

2009-05-24T23:56:00.001+08:00

I like updating more in my tumblr account because of the layout. Check my Goo Joon Pyo post :)

Lost in Translation

2009-05-03T17:15:00.000+08:00

私は私が常に省かれること、あなたの1つを私を訪問することを来た憎まない。何人かの友人ハァッ

Hard Day's Night

2009-04-24T00:38:00.002+08:00

As some of you know I've had the toughest weeks of my entire life. A lot has changed, Calvin our dog died last week and last Sunday lola finally let go peacefully and she brought one husky puppy with her. I am not close to my lola, I don't talk to her much but I do visit her and check on her as much as I can. And I am proud to say that I have spent more time with her than her daughters did. I am also honored to be her favorite grand daughter. Lola I know you are still with us, I love you & thank you for giving life to my father.

Summer Break

2009-04-16T02:14:00.004+08:00

I wish, I only have one summer day break. I just finished my Philo finals a while ago and on Friday I'll start my internship in Trinoma. But on tues, I will undergo an operation and I have to rest for a week. Well, I don't know if that still counts, since I have to work on my project paper ASAP. Wish me luck guys. I am really scared about my operation, I am scared really scared that I might not wake up anymore. Please pray for my operation, I have yet to prove myself's worth.

On another note, a lot of things have happened this week. Our Siberian Husky gave birth to five beautiful pups last Monday but yesterday something terrible happened.. Our 13 yr old crossed-breed Doberman/German Sheperd died yesterday, Tuesday. Well we strongly believe that Calvin, our dog saved lola because coincidentally Lola was very ill yesterday, we even rushed her to the hospital. But last night when I visited her, she seemed normal. Well, I really can't prove what just happened but I am thankful to Calvin our dog, who sacrificed his life for my Lola to live another day. You really are our knight and charming armor.
Today is April 15 and it is Momo's birthday! Please do great him. Iloveyou MOMO!
Hay nako my face was still flawless back then, I hate being under stress! IT's making my untidy!

TASKS

2009-04-01T23:47:00.003+08:00

April 1
Prepare Business Plan Powerpoint
Business Plan minor revisions
OJT Appendices

April 2
Persef3 presentation La Sallian Values
Do Persef3 Integration Paper
Projman Proposal (Budget Requirements)
OJT Contract Agreement
OJT Gantt Chart

April 3
Meeting with Operations Manager of Trinoma at 8:15 AM
Pass Revised Thesis Proposal
Pass Internship Kit
Pass Persef3 Integration paper

April 7
Business Plan Revised paper
Kaspil Module 4
Projman Proposal presentation

I listed all the tasks I have to perform before my holy week break. Please pray for me. I can do this!

I am a walking choice

2009-03-25T15:25:00.001+08:00

I need to go away for a while.

I want to be an atheist.

-

2009-02-01T13:32:00.004+08:00

Sadly, we live in an extremely superficial world populated in a sand box. Everything has to be perfect, flaws are unappreciated. Life is to be enjoyed yet some seem to have misunderstood it. I need to pass through this. Let this be a note.

a gist of 2008

2008-12-31T20:44:00.007+08:00

I've met Coffee Prince! For those who haven't met him well you missed half of your life. I don't care if you're an alien or a man, I like you!

Certified merchant! I reached the qouta and earned 45k. Am I great or whaat? Learn by doing program is the best & I love Sir Cu.

I love hk! Gusto ko maging merchant dun!

Learned to enjoy school because of my dearest classmates/coursemates :) Of course stress will always be there. Kakayanin natin to!

Hanging out with my loves, you're guys are truly the best! Thank you for always being on my back, making me realize that the world has a lot more to offer. I have overlooked so many things, thank you loves!

and Cheddar my love, you will have your time just WAIT FOR IT :)
It's ok to drive and drink just make sure you can drive. If NOT, puke it out HAHAHA. Ok late bloomer talaga ako, ok na yung occasional drinking. Ito na siguro bisyo ko, wag lang yosi hahaha!
Realized that I need to put myself first before serving others so that I can fully give out the best for others. NAKS. Totoo naman dba?

Plurking is fuuuuuuuuuuun!

Motie, life is rough but we'll get through it I promise. CHEESY haha! You're my one & only!
A new sport! Kacareer-rin ko ang tennis! Dahil wala akong exercise at ayoko tumaba! Maganda naman daw backhand ko eh which means may potential akong gumaling! hehehe!

Chris Brown & Rihanna concert. It's my first time ever to watch a concert and it's definitely worth it! Thanks Nic and Frank for adopting me! :))

Make up holds my future, gusto ko maging expert! Practice makes perfect! Guys photoshoot tayooo!

Curiosity is an excuse, but it's never valid. A first and definitely the last.

Long boarding it's FUN!
This year has caused a lot of fears in my life but I will be tougher, both for my mom and lola. We are strong. Thank you lord for making lola stronger, enough to spend more time with us. Thank you so much.

Thank you everyone for making my 2008 a blast!

Success is a matter of choices

2008-12-06T10:07:00.005+08:00

-Good to Great

My colorgenics profile

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it ‘on your own’. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps ‘where no other man has trod before’. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can’t do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be ‘today’ (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You vehemently resist any form of pressure from outside sources, insisting on your independence as an individual. You want to be a decision maker - to make up your own mind without interference. You wish to be able to draw your own conclusions and arrive at your own decisions. You detest uniformity and mediocrity as you want to be regarded as one who gives authoritative opinions. Your favourite expression could well be that ‘I may not always be right but I am never wrong’. You’re a perfectionist and even though you may feel that the other person’s point of view may be right, you find it extremely difficult to admit that you could be wrong.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

try it! goldinuniverse.com

FRUSTRATIONS!

When will it end? In my organizational behavior class we have dicussed stress management. There are three A's in handling stress namely Alter, Avoid and Accept. In my case I really don't know what to do HAHA. I'm turning twenty in two days and I still don't know what I want. Yesterday Acy made me fill up her planner, the question was What's your Christmas wish? It took me 20 mins to answer! Sa sobrang dami kong gusto di na ako umaasa HAHAHA!

Alter you make the stress go away

You Avoid the stressor

You Accept & regret hahah JOKE!

SIXTREME

you people are the best in the whole world! iloveyouall!

Late Bloomer

2008-11-29T02:33:00.001+08:00

The only reason I drink now is because it's my way of channeling my frustrations. It's 2.30 am and the person whose supposed to be looking for me is too busy drinking or doing god knows what. Him changing, is a hopeless case. Clearly nothing has happened, don't hate me for what I am doing. I need to be happy. I WANT MY OLD LIFE BACK!

Goodnight!

Am I a bad leader?

2008-11-01T13:31:00.003+08:00

or am I the opposite. I don't know why I always have to do everything. Life's unfair, I'm the one doing all the work & yet I'm the one unappreciated. Enough is enough. This is the last draw. I am the great pretender.

FAIL!
Last night was a disaster. As some of you know, I prepared my military costume that was mistaken as an flight attendant & startrek crew. But it was okay, I had fun being a failure last night with Nica haha!

wrong timing forever.

saanyagng cko

Apparently not

2008-10-17T12:43:00.003+08:00

since I gave in last night. I just couldn't resist. Let's just keep it in the lookout.

Anywaaaay,I'm enjoying plurk! Thanks to Andy & Riri HAHA :)
Try it promise, it's a lot of fun!

Plurk.com

Shifting to a new career..
Last week I attended a make up seminar, & my dream to be an MA haunted me. Jack of all trades, master of none is what I really am. DILEMMA!
picture time!
I love the MAC bronzer!

Wudjubliv the girl beside me is 26 y/o! Mukha akong nanay kapag katabi ko siya!

Thanks again Sophie!

too good to be a mistress

2008-10-07T21:45:00.006+08:00

Apparently, I have survived two months! Holy Spirit did me good!

On another note, I will try to work harder since it has sunk into me that this would be the first of my last three terms as a student. I am convinced that my course is an excellent course and I am confident that I have learned much from my course. Paying 40k per term is not as half bad as it may seem since my school teaches us what we really need to know and does not train us to become mere employees. As my marketing prof stressed, Tinuturuan namin kayo para yumaman, hindi naman sa mukha kayong pera pero ganoon na nga. Point taken!

By the end of this term..
I would have pulled up my CGPA,
surpass Bucotax
& sustain my dedication to COSCA.

speaking of COSCA, look!

It's Motie, being nice to a little kid :)

Had an argument a while ago. He needs to instill in his mind that the world does not owe us anything. enough said.

HEY HEY HEY!
I love Mango Torte, you must try it!

K thanks!

2008-09-21T13:25:00.006+08:00

They say I'm sad, am I really sad? I really don't know. He still makes me happy but is it enough? A phase is what it is. I've been through this. I am contended and I think that's a reasonable answer.

I hate boys. I hate how their pride always gets in the way. I don't need a man to make me feel alive, I have my friends and there's shopping also. Whatever happens, I shall be happy. right.

Thank you girls for caring :) iloveyou!

I have other friends, you know? hahaha :D

restrain

2008-08-08T10:51:00.004+08:00

A missed opportunity. Although, maybe it was really meant to be missed. One day is enough my child :)

Happy birthday Claire & Tet! Love you two! :D

rapping bear

2008-07-30T19:39:00.006+08:00

Hello, I'm in school right now and it's my first time to use the WiFi in lasalle. Ok so after three years, ngayon ko lang ito na-experience! Sayang naman ang 750 na miscellaneous fee! Moving on...

Kakadaan lang ni JV Casio, hello you're so great! Go MVP :D Ohh my, I'm such a faaaan!

So today is the only time I get to breathe after three horrendous weeks. So what have I been up to? Of course there's school work and the never ending job of being a girlfriend, believe me it's tiring! Other than that, I manage to catch up with both my high school & college friends, reach the 30k quota less than a month ACHIEVEMENT! and actually enjoy attending classes. Have I told you about my Marketing prof? Ohhh he's the cutest! He looks like a panda and he glances at you randomly and twists his head sidewards with a smile. I love love him! :D

All this stress is killing me! Ok I just need to vent so bear with me. Ayoko pa kasi gumraduate! Ngayon ko lang kasi na-eenjoy ang company ng aking friends/classmates. Siguro gagawin ko nalang goal ang makilala ang buong Business Management family or better yet buong Business&Economics HAHA. Booooooooooooooooooooooooo tama na hehe.

Girls, text niyo naman ako! I'm still alive! HAHAHA

YOU have to watch this, someone wants to party heehee XD

See more funny videos and funny pictures at CollegeHumor.

Art1359-1362

What do I have left?

2008-07-12T21:29:00.001+08:00

Nothing. That's right. Fuck it.

I need time for myself.

Turning Gypsy

2008-06-27T18:36:00.002+08:00

I'm selling JanSport bags, Avon products, DEI clothing, fashion21 make-up, Rubbermaid products. Check out my multiply site for more information. THANK YOU!

2008-06-09T14:57:00.002+08:00

Sooo after a long time, now's the time I update. Things haven't been good lately, there's traffic, homework and delays. I need a time off everything and I have found the perfect place to unwind. Last night I was walking around the village to shoot at things and as I was walking I found a garage of my neighbor where you can see a clear view of the stars. No trees and Meralco lines to be seen and I declare it my spot. BUT it houses a stalker.

It pays to be cautious

2008-04-21T00:21:00.001+08:00

Why? Because, at least you know something's not right.

You see, my mother is sick and if it's not too much to ask, please do pray for her. To those who have not met her, she's a very cheery and selfless mother. She'll be having her operation on thursday and I would really appreciate it if you'd include her in your prayers just once. I believe in your prayers so, if you have time please do. Thank you very much.

Creative, really!

2008-03-15T01:31:00.007+08:00

1. Minamalat na naman ang puso ko. Paano kasi, laging sinisigaw ang pangalan mo.
2. Uy, picture tayo! Para ma-develop tayo!
3. Lecture mo ba ako? Lab kasi kita.
4. Pwede ba kita maging driver? Para ikaw na magpapatakbo ng buhay ko.
5. Pinaglihi ka ba sa keyboard? Kasi type kita.
6. I hate to say this, but… you are like my underwear. Coz i can’t last a day without you!
7. Pwede ba kitang maging sidecar? Single kasi ako eh.
8. May lisensya ka ba? Coz you’re driving me crazy.
9. May kilala ka bang gumagawa ng relo? May sira ata relo ko. Pag ikaw kasi kasama ko, humihinto ang oras.
10. Am I a bad shooter? ‘Coz i keep on missing you.
11. Naniniwala ka ba sa love at first sight? O gusto mong dumaan ulit ako?
12. Mabilis ka siguro sa mga puzzle noh? Kasi kakasimula pa lang ng araw ko, pero nabuo mo na agad.
13. Excuse me, are you a dictionary? Because you give meaning to my life.
14. Bangin ka ba? Nahuhulog kasi ako sa’yo.
15. Pustiso ka ba? Kasi i can’t smile without you.
16. Pagod na pagod ka na noh? Maghapon at magdamag ka na kasing tumatakbo sa isipan ko eh.
17. Anong height mo? Ha?! Pano ka nagkasya sa loob ng puso ko?
18. Sana T na lang ako. Para I’m always right next to U
19. Are you Jamaican? Kasi Ja-maican me crazy!!
20. Ako ay isang exam. Kaya sagutin mo na ako.
21. Hinde tayo tao. Hinde tayo hayop. Bagay tayo. Bagay talaga tayo.
22. Ikaw ba may-ari ng Crayola? Ikaw kasi nagbibigay ng kulay sa buhay ko.
23. Kung ikaw ay bola at ako ang player, mashu-shoot ba kita? Hindi, para lagi kita mamimiss.
24. Can i take your picture? Coz i want to show Santa exactly what i want for Christmas!
25. Exam ka ba? Gustong gusto na kasi kitang i-take home eh!
26. Mahilig ka ba sa asukal? Ang tamis kasi ng mga ngiti mo.
27. Ibibili kita ng salbabida. Kasi malulunod ka sa pagmamahal ko.
28. I’m a bee. Can you be my honey?
29. Nakakatakot di ba ang multo? Pero mas nakakatakot kapag nawala ka sa buhay ko.
30. May butas ba puso mo? Kasi natrap na ako sa loob, can’t find my way out!
31. Hey, did you fart? Coz you blew me away!
32. Favorite subject mo ba Geometry. Kasi kahit saang angle ka tignan ang ganda mo eh!
33. Grabe nakakatawa yung mga pick-up lines noh? hahaha! May alam ka pa bang iba? Wala na akong maisip eh. Coz all i ever think of is you.

Mastermind: Daims

I dare you to use these pick up line, tell me if it works!

hello I'm exhausted plus dysmenorrhea attack. Why god, why?

INTERESTING!

2008-03-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

GREAT THINGS TO KNOW (Just print and stick in your kitchen drawer)

1. Budweiser beer conditions the hair
2. Pam cooking spray will dry finger nail polish
3. Cool whip will condition your hair in 15 minutes
4. Mayonnaise will KILL LICE, it will also condition your hair
5. Elmer’s Glue - paint on your face, allow it to dry, peel off and see the dead skin and blackheads if any

6. Shiny Hair - use brewed Lipton Tea
7. Sunburn - empty a large jar of Nestea into your bath water, cucumber will also do it
8. Minor burn - Colgate or Crest toothpaste
9 Burn your tongue? Put sugar on it!
10. Arthritis? WD-40 Spray and rub in, kill insect stings too

11 Bee stings - meat tenderizer
12. Chigger bite - Preparation H
13. Puffy eyes - Preparation H
14. Paper cut - crazy glue or chap stick (glue is used instead of sutures at most hospitals)
15. Stinky feet - Jell-O!

16. Athletes feet - cornstarch
17. Fungus on toenails or fingernails - Vicks vapor rub
18. Kool aid to clean dishwasher pipes. Just put in the detergent section and run a cycle, it will also clean a toilet. (Wow, and we drink this stuff)
19. Kool Aid can be used as a dye in paint also Kool Aid in Dannon plain yogurt as a finger paint, your kids will love it and it won’t hurt them if they eat it!
20. Peanut butter - will get scratches out of CD’s! Wipe off with a coffee filter paper

21. Sticking bicycle chain - Pam no-stick cooking spray
22. Pam will also remove paint, and grease from your hands! Keep a can in your garage for your hubby
23. Peanut butter will remove ink from the face of dolls
24. When the doll clothes are hard to put on, sprinkle with corn starch and watch them slide on
25. Heavy dandruff - pour on the vinegar!

26. Body paint - Crisco mixed with food coloring. Heat the Crisco in the microwave, pour in to an empty film container and mix with the food color of your choice!
27 Tie Dye T-shirt - mix a solution of Kool Aid in a container, tie a rubber band around a section of the T-shirt and soak
28. Preserving a newspaper clipping - large bottle of club soda and cup of milk of magnesia, soak for 20 min. and let dry, will last for many years!
29. A Slinky will hold toast and CD’s!
30. To keep goggles and glasses from fogging, coat with Colgate toothpaste

31. Wine stains, pour on the Morton salt and watch it absorb into the salt.
32. To remove wax - Take a paper towel and iron it over the wax stain, it will absorb into the towel.
33. Remove labels off glassware etc. rub with Peanut butter!
34. Baked on food - fill container with water, get a Bounce paper softener and the static from the towel will cause the baked on food to adhere to it. Soak overnight. Also; you can use 2 Efferdent tablets, soak overnight!
35. Crayon on the wall - Colgate toothpaste and brush it!

36. Dirty grout - Listerine
37. Stains on clothes - Colgate
38. Grass stains - Karo Syrup
39. Grease Stains - Coca Cola, it will also remove grease stains from the driveway overnight. We know it will take corrosion from car batteries!
40. Fleas in your carpet? 20 Mule Team Borax- sprinkle and let stand for 24 hours. Maybe this will work if you get them back again.
41. To keep FRESH FLOWERS longer Add a little Clorox, or 2 Bayer aspirin, or just use 7-up instead of water.

42. When you go to buy bread in the grocery store, have you ever wondered which is the freshest, so you “squeeze” for freshness or softness? Did you know that bread is delivered fresh to the stores five days a week? Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday. Each day has a different color twist tie. They are:

Monday = Blue,

Tuesday = Green,

Thursday = Red

Friday = White and

Saturday = Yellow.

So if today was Thursday, you would want red twist tie; not white which is Fridays (almost a week old)! The colors go alphabetically by color Blue- Green - Red - White - Yellow, Monday through Saturday. Very easy to remember. I thought this was interesting I looked in the grocery store and the bread wrappers DO have different twist ties, and even the ones with the plastic clips have different colors. You learn something new everyday! Enjoy fresh bread when you buy bread with the right color on the day you are

Got this from her :)

a new of addiction

2008-02-02T10:34:00.000+08:00

Aside from studying and going out, I now prefer to stay home and to watch Coffee Prince! HAHAHA Eto nanaman ako, pero bakit ba? HAHA I watch it every chance I get at mysoju.com (thanks Sammie!), even if I have finished the whole series. Nakakainis kasi yung Coffee Prince DVD from Metrowalk. Sobrang daming kulang! ;\

I found out last night that both Kiko and Yguel watch Coffee Prince! HAHA cuuute super :)

I love Gong Yoo when he reasons out to Yeh; He's eyes grow bigger which draws emphasis to his eyebags. CUTE XD

normal men don't hug like they do. :D

spot Yeh :)

Kim Jae Wook, hello! You remind me of someone HAHA

little things

2008-01-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

Gusto ko din ng lalaking kinikwento ako sa kanyang seatmate.

Friday uwian..
Guy1: Pare, pupuntahan ko siya mamaya hehe.
the following monday...
Guy2: Oh, Ano nangyari nung friday? Ok ba? *all smiles

Wala lang. high school love :D

Maybe in my next life, or so. heehee!

hush

2008-01-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

due to boredom, I decided to make an lj and join the Jo Ji Hoon community. I blame Motie for it because blah blah.

I really hate boys. Ok I'll stop here because if I go on I might turn this into a man-hater note. So there, next time I'll get back at you, let's just wait and see then you could say YOU LIAR! to my face. teehee. kk bye! I'm thrilled to be back in school, I miss my blockmates and other friends. XD

Anyong!

2007-12-31T12:44:00.000+08:00

Sammie, kamukha mo si Prince Gian dito! WAAAAH :))

Let's go to Korea!

HAHA next time you visit my site, siya na layout ko! omg pero si Sammie parin pinakanerd satin!

Boys do, Fall in Love

2007-12-30T00:54:00.000+08:00

Bbbbboys.

I can actually write everything here because my boyfriend no longer visits my blog. I can put all my rants, I DON'T DESERVE THIS CRAP but it is useless because boys will be boys and its a given fact. They will never fail in making you shed a tear and after your endless drama scene, all they can say is I'm sorry. Yes it means a lot to say sorry but sometimes it's just not enough.

Every girl's goal is to change her man. Yes it's kinda impossible but we still strive to do so. Sometimes we just have to accept the fact that nothing can be done because sometimes it just destroys the godforsaken relationship.

I asked my friend what's her two cents on, being with a girl is lighter or rather easier because they are of the same sex and their sensitivity is on the same wavelength. She responded by explaining that sometimes they both become really sensitive that they clash. So it means that it's impossible to have a perfect relationship. Love is cruel sometimes but as I always keep in mind,
Love's not love,
Which alters when it alteration finds
Or bends with the remover to remove.

Well, one way to relieve the pain is a night out with friends like tonight! I love I love my friends so much. Thank youuu! HAAYYY Think of happy thoughts! This includes you KAYE! XD

it's the most wonderful time of the year

2007-12-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA

Yes they can provide me with everything I ask for
but I would rather have a happy Christmas.
Thank you very much.

Oh, boys do fall in love, they make time
They get love on a Saturday night
And she said , hearts beat as they dance
In the street to a radio
Oh, boys fall in love

greeting

2007-12-24T01:41:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! I love I love you all! XD

Grey's Anatomy | DND

2007-12-11T00:24:00.000+08:00

This is frequently my status message in !YM during monday nights between 9-10 pm. You just don't disturb me when I'm watching grey's! Everyone in our house knows the protocol. HAHA psycho, i know! I love love Grey's. hello Mc Dreamy XD

Meredith: [narrating] In some ways we grow up; we have families... we get married, divorced... but for the most part we still have the same problems that we did when we were fifteen. No matter how much we grow taller, grow older, we are still forever stumbling... forever wondering, forever... young.

never grow old, grow up!

I'm still obviously bothered with my new age. I try to get over it by wearing my kickers so that I'd look a few years younger :))

a case of bad colds

2007-12-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

SONNET 116

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impedements. Love's not love,
Which alters when it alteration finds
Or bends with the remover to remove.

Oh no! It's an ever fixed mark,
Which looks on tempest and is never shaken.
It is the star to every wandering bark
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.

Love's not Time's fool, though rosy cheeks and lips
Within his bending sickle's compass come.
Love alters not within his hours or weeks
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.

If this be error and upon me proved
I never writ nor no man ever loved.

Sonnet 116, my favorite sonnet. We had poetry recital in our Humalit class so I didn't hesitate on choosing this one since it had no thou/thee shh and it was simple yet striking.
Love does not change my dear. --I HATE how love goes. Hate that I love you, true enough.

In a few days, I'd be turning 19. The last year I'm going to hear the suffix 'teen' in my age. Sad really, really really sad in fact, frustrating even. Here's a funny story, or I'd like to think so, when answering surveys/questionaires and I stumble upon Age: I hastily write 18 in bold numbers because you only live 18 for a year. Everyone wants to be eighteen, and I admit to this because it's the age when you're almost legal yet you're still young. There exists limitations that you dare not cross yet when tempted you easily give in for the sense of thrill. When you're pass 18, excitement wears off because you have all the freedom in the world and no one would care much because you are old enough. I personally am afraid of getting old because of all the decisions and responsibilities I have to partake in. I am not stubborn or anything, I just feel the need of guidance because if I take a few steps forward, I may not be able to turn back. I don't want to grow old because I still want to be appreciated, recognized and hear a little nagging. I want to be a kid again who's applauded for every little deed I obey. Forever young I say. Never grow old, never surrender. Lame-o HAHA.

I still don't have plans for my 19th birthday. So boooo, I have no money because my dad is furious about the debut album(it's still not done). And I have yet to prepare for my two finals! Haha whatta nice birthday gift right? It's the least number of finals I'll be taking compared to all of the terms I took in college. I'd do good mommy, I'd do reaaal good ;)

Haven't done this for a while..Happy Birthday to
Dec 2 - Janna
4 - Tita Amy
5 - Tin Nicolas, Dani Canlas, Nick Elegado
6 - Grace Montemayor
16 - John Carl Ang
17 - Joseph Coo, Jesley Navarro
19 - Frank Magalona
21 - Mama Soi
22- Kei Isabedra
23- Maiko and Nikko Madrigal
24- Ms. Tolidanes
25- Jo Maria Santos

yummy Conti's mango bravo!

Dec 9 - Save the dolphins! Don't watch the dolphin shows. The dolphins deserve to be in the sea.
Dec 10 - Support the Sumilao Farmers they aim to be in Malacanang on monday, for the International Human Rights Day. They walked for two months already and now they are here in Quezon City. They walked at least 30 km a day. -- they deserve the land! WALK FOR JUSTICE, WALK FOR LAND!

UP Christmas Lantern Parade according to Nic ;)

I am SAFE in Kaspil1(Rizal course)! Mukha mo Jimenez!

wishlist

2007-11-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

Haha ok asa. These are the things I want for Christmas which will I'll probably end up buying for myself HAHA loseer. :)

- Sony PSP Lite (purple!)
- new phone -- e65? Haha
- this top from topshop.

- Pluey's boots, haha yes i want one! so anytime i could rush in the rain! pero i just want it, i don't really want want it.

- Good grades! I mean gooood! Yes I can do it ;)
- a happy birthday to me!
- learn to take good pictures of my dslr.
- high waisted skinny jeans
- Lotsa and lots of PINS!
- yellow 'gladiator' sandals from HK
- full body massage
- Gisele Bundchen's new Ipanema sandals G2B

- Spice Girls in Manila! I'm still hoping it will push through
- GAP long sleeves

- One More Chance DVD hahaha
- Conti's chicken pie. HEAVEN!
- Sonja's cupcakes ;))
- leather biker jacket from Topshop. purddy!! I'm a bad bad girl HAHA

hate that ilu

2007-11-20T21:20:00.001+08:00

such a cliche.

I might be smiling but I'm really hurting inside. I wish it could all go away in a snap.

why do i have to be so sensitive? why can't i be like Patty. Let it go, let it go.

Friend Fur-ever!

2007-10-24T17:36:00.000+08:00

Is it me or everything seems so coincidental. Why then am I bothered? Is God putting me up to a test? The tempest of the tempest it may seem but I won't certainly be caught in a situation as such. I am much obliged with what I have now and I know this is just a phase. Something that wanders me off to illusion.

I might be troubled at times but I would not give up because for once in my life I felt something surreal, something beyond what I have expected. And I would not let it go for something unruly and hush-hush.

I relentlessly administer my awe towards these articles. So now I bid goodbye to them.

I wouldn't know what will happen in the future but I hope all goes well. I'll just wave and smile to the clouds. :)

2007-08-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

I think too much and I hate it. Some things are not meant to be thought about. I just wish it could all go away in an instant.

Last night I went to Ate Mai's wake in Philam. I was driving in circles because I couldn't find the chapel, yun pala I overlooked the place because I thought it was the clubhouse. I doubted it was the wake since it sounded like a party, loud music was playing and drinks were served. People were wearing red because it was the theme for the night just because it was Ate Mai's favorite color. Before she passed away, she asked to be cremated right away because she didn't want to be in a coffin and she wanted to have music and drinks in her wake. Anyway, Godbless you Ate Mai! You have lived a grateful and fulfilling life. I hope your glad wherever you are. XD

If I were given a chance to choose my own wake I would something like that. I want people to celebrate my life.

I've realized a lot of things for the past week. I come to know that I do really have a soft-heart. It's hard for me to let people down. Hay..

-ARK
-cosca
-time for k

notes

2007-07-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

tapos na yun, bat hindi pa tumigil?

goodluck sa inyo. Hihihi XD

nakakainis

turuan mo naman ako accounting oh. HEHE

sana mabasa mo lahat.

i am good enough

nakalimutan mo na ba ako?

movie tayong lahat

fallacy of composition

sayang.

nakakaawa pero hindi ko mapigilang tumawa

kailan ka matatauhan?

kailan ka ba uuwi? wag ka namang paasa

magaling ako, bat hindi kayo naniniwala?

ngayon ko lang napansin ang totoo mong pagkatao

2007-07-07T13:06:00.000+08:00

I just want to fly.

2007-04-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

Forbes' Top Celebrity 100

1. Tom Cruise
2. Rolling Stones
3. Oprah Winfrey
4. U2
5. Tiger Woods
6. Steven Spielberg
7. Howard Stern
8. 50 Cent
9. Cast of The Sopranos
10. Dan Brown
11. Bruce Springsteen
12. Donald Trump
13. Muhammad Ali
14. Paul McCartney
15. George Lucas
16. Elton John
17. David Letterman
18. Phil Mickelson
19. J.K. Rowling
20. Brad Pitt
21. Peter Jackson
22. Dr. Phil McGraw
23. Jay Leno
24. Celine Dion
25. Kobe Bryant
26. Michael Jordan
27. Johnny Depp
28. Jerry Seinfeld
29. Simon Cowell
30. Michael Schumacher
31. Tom Hanks
32. Rush Limbaugh
33. Denzel Washington
34. Cast of Desperate Housewives
35. Jennifer Aniston
35. Angelina Jolie
37. The Olsen Twins
38. Nicole Kidman
39. The Eagles
40. Rod Stewart
41. Shaquille O'Neal
42. Jerry Bruckheimer
43. David Beckham
44. Jessica Simpson
45. Andrew Lloyd Webber
46. LeBron James
47. Neil Diamond
48. Alex Rodriguez
49. Will Smith
50. Dick Wolf
51. Dave Matthews Band
52. Tom Brady
53. Ronaldinho
54. Jodie Foster
55. Ray Romano
56. Paris Hilton
57. Adam Sandler
58. Derek Jeter
59. Jennifer Lopez
60. Rick Warren
61. Scarlett Johansson
62. Katie Couric
63. Maria Sharapova
64. Valentino Rossi
65. Halle Berry
66. James Patterson
67. Leonardo DiCaprio
68. Kiefer Sutherland
69. Jim Carrey
70. Cameron Diaz
71. Gisele Bundchen
72. Renee Zellweger
73. Carson Palmer
74. Michelle Wie
75. Reese Witherspoon
76. Bill O'Reilly
77. Kate Moss
78. Diane Sawyer
79. Sean (Diddy) Combs
80. John Grisham
81. Rachael Ray
82. Dave Chappelle
83. Larry the Cable Guy
84. Tyra Banks
85. George Lopez
86. Regis Philbin
87. Serena Williams
88. Ryan Seacrest
89. Wolfgang Puck
90. Venus Williams
91. Annika Sorenstam
92. Matthew Broderick/Nathan Lane
93. Mel Brooks
94. Emeril Lagasse
95. Nicole Richie
96. Heidi Klum
97. Mario Batali
98. Eric Idle/Mike Nichols
99. Adriana Lima
100. Ty Pennington

How lucky are these people? My God. In the NEAR future, I only wish for these things..
- to have a cozy home with one marbled room
- to have all the bags/shoes i want (Coach, Prada..)
- to wear all the beautiful clothes
- to have all colors of Chow Chow dogs
- a Range Rover to be used as a family car
- a Porche GT for friday night outs
- a SLR McLaren 722 edition for special dates
- a Subaru Impreza/Forester for out of towns
- a Mini Cooper for everyday traffic
- goooood health to all my loved ones
- lastly a healthy and lovely family:)

listening mode

2006-12-17T17:08:00.000+08:00

december 2 - janna gamboa
4 - tita amy, cory and ferly
5 - nick
6 - grace montemayor & jef posadas
8 - tito dennis and me!
16 - john carl ang
17 - coo
22 - kei isabedra
23 - nikko & maiko madrigal
24 - ms. tolidanes
25 - jo santos

it's our term break and i'm too lazy to go out and celebrate. maybe because i'm still tired because of the sleepless nights, my debut and finals. thank god it's all over, all i wish for christmas is not to receive any failing remarks. i admit that i didn't spend much time on studying for the finals but god, please have mercy :)

i've spent 3 hours of napping then going to malls to look for gifts. i only found a gift for sammie and tet:)

i want my own chow! santa, please give me money so i can buy the baby chow at tiendisitas :s gusto niya sakin eh. akin siya! haha

i'm officially legal but i'm not feeling it. my parents still orders me to go home at 1 blah blah. gusto ko na tuloy gumraduate.

i'm coming up with a whole list of 101 wishes for 2007. uy, PROSEC! Haha:) half of my wishes for 2006 came true. i'm hoping that next year, i'd be luckier:)

my new year's resolution - strive and explore.

2006-12-01T13:12:00.000+08:00

a week left til my debut, not really feeling it. the stress is there but i don't know, i'm just happy i get to rest for three days even if something came up that left me tearing for the typhoon.

i am disappointed. madali lang naman sabihin di ka makakapunta. i understand na malayo ang pilipinas pero sana sumagot ka sa mga messages ko para hindi ako umaasa.

i want to watch happy feet again! i love penguins! hehe:) RAMON cute sobra!
i want to watch borat. nood ako maya, im bored.

EK on my birthday, great right? originally, our fieldtrip was scheduled today but because of the typhoon it was moved to next week. hope it would be fun! my first birthday with classmates/blockmates:) lagi kasi wala pasok birthday ko eh, im that special. HAHA

wishlist (gayahin ko monte)
* everyone would enjoy my debut
* lots of love from my family/friends
* chow chow

sleepless nights

2006-11-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

Yay update!

This week is so nerve-racking. Picture this,
computer long test 6-8 pm, Monday
accounting quiz 940-1110 am, Tuesday
online enrolment – 2-8:45 pm, Tuesday
busmath quiz 7:00-8:00 am, Wednesday
Flash seminar 1:00-2:00 pm, Thursday (plus points for comp2bu)
yung isang nagpapaenroll - joke lang:)
things to due for tomorrow - Busorga assignment, englcom presentation, englcom minor essay

next week naman busorga 5 chapter test, website deadline with manual, accouting practice set 6-9 pm, ano pa? happy feet! hahaha :) gawin ba namang planner ito?

*dentist appointment, final fitting of my gown and buy a gift for tsubi

and it's still not over,

Tomorrow is Lek’s & Tsubasa’s birthday bash in Olympic Heights, Eastwood. I have no idea where it is but it’s one of the many condominiums circling eastwood. I wonder how it will turn out tomorrow. I’m excited, we are all excited! HAHA.

CWTS again on Saturday, it’s really dragging bhut you know what, I had fun in last Saturday’s session. We made pastillas with the children. They were all cirled around the mixed bowl of powdered milk and condensed milk, waiting for it to get soldified. laughtrip sobra. I love my kids. We are very fortunate to have them because they really anticipate every saturday. They bathe and powdered their faces and necks and it pleases me to see them how eager they are to learn. Only two saturdays left for CWTS sessions and to show our gratitude, Lubna and I will give them school supplies! notebooks with Rianne's(the one in captain barbel, they love her) picture.

i am stressed in school and stressed for my debut. my mother is nagging my like hell! nagging me for things that is really not needed to be discussed. hay hay. i guess she's just frustrated because she didn't have her own debut. i remember kuya ardy once said, "pag nag-retire si mommy, events planner na yan". give me a hug please? hay hay

hay hafta go! bye:)

2006-09-10T00:54:00.000+08:00

anticipate for the unpredictable typhoon.

pano na

2006-09-06T09:04:00.000+08:00

i was really pissed a while ago but as i remember what had happened today my head cooled off.
pasalamat ka mahal kita.
* ambagal ng oras pansin niyo? lalo na pag gabi, parang kanina pa 9 o' clock.

yesterday was a vey long and tiring day. motie and i went to dlsu to enroll, mine took minutes while his took HOURS. we spent the afternoon walking walking walking in short non stop walking. it was a bummer but after we were done i was soooooo HAPPY! Motie's now my schoolmate! but his schedule didn't seem to harmonize with mine. i'm off by twelve while he stays in school until six. haha motie! just kidding i'll wait for you motie:)

kuya ardy's home! yehey! the WIFI's fixed and now we don't have to fight over the internet because now we have three internetssss. plus im digging the gameboy ds--mariokart and xbox--burnout. astig astig.

laughtrip magulang ko, adik na sa net. imagine, 830-1130 sila nag-iinternet. magkatabi pa eh kung d mo pa pagsabihan di titigil eh. HAHAHA

i went to holy today! i was late but i still got to catch up with some of my beloved batchmates. i saw my favorite seatmate, Acy! i missed doodling with her. i saw Riri too! "hindi ko mapigilan yung laughter ko!" sobrang saya kasi sobrang dami pumunta. may nag-cut, (si Alya yun) masasabing cut talaga dahil bumyahe siya mula Los Banos Hahaha. meron din daw na-aksidente at may malaking bukol sa noo pero hindi yun naging sagabal sa pag bisita sa Holy(sayang di kita naabutan!). i love DOS, TG, Girlfriends, Sandiwa and all of my other batchmates:)

..went to Royal Place because some of my batchmates were still there. sobrang laughtrip, ankulit ng mga tao. namiss ko kakulitan nila, hay hay hay. meron pang 5 mins silence kasi nag-iisip kami lahat ng magandang name ng girl for the baby. astig pa kasi sobrang daming kwento at kamustahan. sa uulitin!

Birthday Greetings to:
Gec (sept 1)
Tin Unas (sept 2)
Ted (sept 6)
DADY! (sept 7)
Guibani (sept 17?) --sorry d ko lam hehe
Sammie (sept 19)
Klein and Ate Katrina (sept 22)

the space between

2006-08-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

where you smile and hide
that's where you'll find me if i get to go.

Seven things I want to do before I die:

1. travel
2. dye my hair aqua blue
3. learn a different language
4. swim with butandings!
5. buy a penguin!
6. go to korea to buy clothes!
7. be paid for the things i love doing

Seven things I cannot do:

1. cut my hair (not until dec 9)
2. be plastic
3. play basketball
4. act
5. lie-trick people
6. sleepovers
7. drive and eat, things get messy.

Seven things that attract me to both a boy and a girl:

1. a little sensitivity
2. smile
3. eyes
4. connection
5. hair
6. x-factor
7. humour

Seven things that I say most often:

1. NO
2. weh
3. sapakin kita
4. ulol mo
5. talagaaaaaa?
6. gusto mo mamatay?
7. cant think of anything

Seven books I love to read:

1. five people
2. eleven minutes
3. dilbert
4. gary larson galleries
5. books
6. books
7. coloring books

Seven movies I could watch over and over again:

1. havana nights:dirty dancing
2. tokyo drift
3. my sassy girl
4. she's all that
5. shark tale
6. reality bites
7. hitch

Seven people I'm tagging to do this survey:

1. anyone
2. berna
3. sammie
4. anjo
5. acy
6. dyubart
7. anyone

finals week. i have to go to school tomorrow because i have a stupid quiz in polsci. screw that. but then after friday i am free! except for aug 31(course card). i'll finally get proper sleep. YEHEY!

im watching a movie with sammie on friday. ayaw kasi ako samahan manood ng My Super-Exgirlfriend ng iba diyan eh. Haha!

what's it gonna be.

2006-08-13T16:13:00.000+08:00

Finals na next week! YEAH BOY! can't wait to stay up late and sleep:) our term break starts on August 29-September 10. So, Text me if you wanna see me! Haha. I'll make up a schedule for you. Kuya's also coming home on the 4th of September. Pasalubong! nyahaha.

yesterday was Tet's surprise party! arranged by her AC friends. it was held in New Manila so fieldtrip ito ng mga taga-Alabang. HAHA. Alabang girls? joke lang! after that, tambay kami Motie and played PS2. kainis! talo ko lagi, but at least sa tekken match kami! TSAMBALERO talaga ako. nyahaha;)

i'm hungry. i want churros.

A - Available?: never
A - Age: 17
A - Annoyance: overbearing people

B - Best Friend?: Elaine, Johncis, Motie and all my other closest friends
B - Bar: chocolate bar! Haha.
B - Birthday: December 8, 1988

C - Crush: Motie Santiago
C - Car: Civic(hiram kay kuya)
C - Cat: i hate cats haha

D - Dead Pets Name: Cookie
D - Dad's Name: Chito
D - Dog: Kalvin

E - Easiest person to talk to: Motie & Sammie
E - Eggs: sunny side up!
E - Email: feelingpainter

F - Favourite color: Violet and Green
F - Food: Chicken Teriyaki;)
F - Foreign Slang: poreign?

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: gummy bears
G - God: God loves me XD
G - Good Time: hanging out with Motie, holy friends, blockmates and B2.

H - Hair Color: black, brown, red.
H - Happy Now?: Absolutely Happy!

I - Ice Cream: BTIC's Mint & Chips and Cheese dirty ice cream
I - Instrument: Saxophone
I - Idol: KAYE GAYOS

J - Jewelry: pearls and diamonds
J - Job: student
J - Joke: JV Tan jokes

K - Kids: are adorable especially when they tell the silliest things.
K - Karate: not for me
K - Kung Fu: no thank you.

L - Longest Car journey: Manila to Bicol
L - Longest Relationship: 14 mos.
L - Love: I am love:)

M - Milk Flavour: chocolate
M - Mother's Name: Rose
M - Movie Last Watched: Click!

N - Number of Siblings: two ugly brothers and me!
N - Northern or Southern: north!
N - Name: Katrina

O - One Wish?: a wonderful life ahead of me.
O - One Phobia?: cockroaches
O - Otter Pop: whaaaat?

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: married
P - Part of your appearance you like best: my eyes! Haha
P - Part of your personality you like best: cheery

Q - Quote: You had me at Hello.
Q - Question for the next person?: how are you dear?
Q - Quick or Slow?: slow

R - Reason to smile: i have stitch:)
R - Reality TV Show: America's Next Top Model
R - Right or Left: Righty

S - Song Last Heard: It's You, It's Me - kaskade
S - Season: summer
S - Sex: Female

T - Time you woke up: 9:30
T - Time Now: 4:45
T - Time for bed: depends.

U - Unknown Fact about me: I think of the unpredictable
U - Unicorns: suck
U - U are? : lovely

V - Vegetable you hate: onions
V - Vegetable you love: cucumber
V - View on Politics: madness

W - Worst Habits: i don't pay attention to the simplest things.
W - Where are you going to travel next?: don't know

X - X-Rays: last may
X - X-Rated Porn: Haha! Second year.
X - X-tra special someone: you all know who it is.

Y - Year you were born: 1988
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow: tulips:)

Z - Zoo Animal: penguin
Z - Zodiac: Sagittarius
Z - Zoolander: do the Magnum look! Hahaha.

let the rain fall

2006-07-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

i passed my accounting quiz! after two failing quizzes, i was able to revive my powers! haha;) go kaye! HAHA!

we have a new friend, Henry, the new storm coming our way.

i've seen sukob! it was worth watching the movie. would you believe, i screamed at some parts of the movie. Haha! funny!

went to the doctor last saturday. found that it wasn't necessary for me to undergo surgery but i have to keep distant from dusts, stufftoys, smoke, roaches and even perfume. rar!

i finally have a theme for my debut, MAFIA. it is so Kaye! i'm excited because of the mafia theme and because of my gown. i LOVE it! well, surprise nalang yun gown ko! waahh gusto ko na suotin kahit hindi pa nagagawa! Hahaha! it's like prom all over again, filled with excitement due to the prom gown. i have chosen my Don Vito Carleone, my cousin Kuya Martin. Haha!

i want the Chow Chow in Royal Place! i want a bear dog!

watch this hot video of Jessica Simpson's new single.

sports car, this night's sky

2006-07-21T23:19:00.000+08:00

got this from katwo's lj;)

2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. no cheating.
4. Tag 10 people to play this game too.

How are you feeling today?
: Love Generation - Bon Sinclair

Will you get far in life?
: Stop - Spice Girls

How do your friends see you?
: What A Wonderful World - Michael Buble --> aww my friends are really the sweetest! WAHAHA

Will you get married?
: Razzle Dazzle - Chicago OST

What is your best friend's theme song?
: L.O.V.E. - Ashlee Simpson --> haha ELAINE!

What is the story of your life?
: alapaap - 6cyclemind

What was high school like?
: Laklak - Teeth --> Hahahaha! hoy, i don't drink!

How can you get ahead in life?
: Maskara - Eraserheads

What is the best thing about your friends?
: Cocaine - Tiesto --> Cocaine Drug Lords man!

What is today going to be like?
: Holla back girl remix - Gwen Stefani

What is in store for this weekend?
: Kisapmata - Rivermaya --> Hm hm..

What song describes you?
: We Belong Together - Mariah Carey --> WTF? this must be wrong

To describe your grandparents?
: Star Wars Theme - No Doubt --> Ah ok.

How is your life going?
: I Wanna Be A Producers - The Producers

What song will they play at your funeral?
: Unpredictable - Jamie Foxx --> ghetto people in the house yo!

How does the world see you?
: Heart Shaped Box - Nirvana --> you're trapped!

Will you have a happy life?
: Come As You Are - Nirvana

What do your friends really think of you?
: Magasin - Eraserheads --> Ah pwede bang ibahin? Poser ampu Hahaha!

Do people secretly lust after you?
: Saan Man Patungo - Parokya ni Edgar

How can I make myself happy?
: Cafe Del Mar - Tiesto

What should you do with your life?
: What I Got - Sublime

Will you ever have children?
: Chiksilog - Kamikazee --> Oh no, God no please.

TAG:

Acy, Sammie, Reyno, Berna, Anjo. anyone who still update their respective blogs.

Sad note, really

2006-07-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

guys i need your help, if you have pictures of me or with me and you in it kindly send it to my mail, feelingpainter@yahoo.com. I undoubtedly need it for my debut. thanks XD

ok, so my parents just arrived with what? Kuya Ardy's framed college diploma. *Sigh I remember long long time ago, my dad was hanging up Kuya Glenn's diploma here in the library. He then told me that he should be able to see three Ateneo college diplomas hanging by the wall. I'm sorry to say that it will never happen. Forgive me father, I have disappointed you. I'll just do well in DLSU, that I promise.

who has the mp3 of the song Tanya. I'm not sure if that's even the title but it goes like..
"..Tanya, Tanya, iwanan mo na siya." and it sometimes it sounds like Tangina niya 2x. Send it to me will you?

brighter than sunshine

2006-07-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

It's already our midterms while the other colleges are just on their second week. Well, I'm loving my school for it's satisfying comfort. Yes, Taft Avenue is a pretty busy street but once you get in the campus, you forget that you're in Manila. It has a safe ideal environment where you worry nothing of the comfort of having sumptuous facilities.

DLSU's not that bad, it's actually great. Kahit napapalaban ako ng english, goodluck nga daw sabi ni Alexa eh. We have not much load, in fact accounting is the only subject I consider major. I have 3 hours, 2 hours and 40 min breaks wherein we have no idea where to go and what to do. We've been to three different malls, Mall of Asia, Robinsons Manila and Greenbelt. We've seen a movie, Tokyo Drift. We have tasted Razon's Halo-halo and dine at pricy restaurants.

I like my block except for one very DISTURBING/ANNOYING person. We pretty much have our own UN United Nations in our block. There's Meeshal, he's half-Arabian; Lubna's half-Iraqi; plenty of chinese and Hoon Tae a korean. Well, those people receive a bunch of hacks like the guys call Meeshal "Arabo", while I call him Prince Meeshal. Lubna gets teased with a dance, the egyptian dance which Simoun started. Some of my blockmates are just like my former classmates the only difference is that they're male and they're conyo. "Oh, gender sensitivity" Yey block 10! Hahaha.

I love my new friends particularly, Lubna Lek Claire Tet and Antonette. They're just like my barkada in high school only less child-like--totoy kasi kami eh. We share the most common interests and curse at the untolerable annoyances. I just admire how they harmonize with Motie. They treat him as if he's a part of our class/peer. Thanks guys! I love you to bits;)

Whereas for my batchmates, I MISS ALL OF YOU! wala akong makulit! Special mention:
Jo, my toy
OMG, Alexa!

TIB - gusto ko na ulit maglaro!
Acy! Good Morning!

Reyno, libre naman!
Fatima, miss ko na mga hirit mo!

it's a sad sad world

2006-06-04T16:17:00.000+08:00

amnesia thing for people. yung sa text, wala lang. hahaha

Motie
- Kaye: Bastos!
Motie: Ako Hudas?
- "taena mo wag kang magbago ah!"

Sammie
- marc nelson in glo
- day after vday 2005, sobrang sungit mo hindi dahil loveless ka kundi dahil *tenenenen tenen! isipin mo! HAHAHA!
- kailangan pa ba i-memorize yung sa...

Andy
- "sabihin mo muna, I believe in God..." --para kay tapel
- bumaba tayo ng 19 floors na naka stilettos ka.

Tapel
- kurduroy pants and shoes
- nurse shoes

Kei
- barbie! yiheeee joke lang;)
- alex in wonderland

Monay
- naghahabulan tayo sa library tapos biglang may narinig kami *blag blag sound --> nadapa ka na pala! wahahaha
- hmm PAPAYA!

Guibani
- laging late

Berna
- mga foe! mga enemies!
- "nawalan ako ng courage"

Nic
- ST kita!

Sam
- foodtrip

Ye
- moles
- taong tabon

i miss high school.

for motie

2006-05-25T20:19:00.000+08:00

it's just the fourth day of classes and i am already restless. i hope i can adjust to this kind of nature. commuting is tough, i've tried lrt-mrt and fx. i prefer lrt-mrt even if i have to walk walk. i can't stand the espana traffic. tomorrow i'll bring a car, traffic please cooperate with me.

school's fun but our building is distant from everything.
SCIMATB (biology) - i never liked bio, our prof is a typical science teacher who talks to the board all the time.
TREDONE - we were asked to bring coloring materials, art papers, etc. everytime. cl na hs ito!
INTHROP - anthropology. our prof is a little defensive-paranoid type, i think there are plenty of complains about her.
ACTBAS1 - our prof was nice and she's also sweet though she has a strict rule about phones. she said that if ever she caught us using or just even glancing, she will never talk to us ever again.
FWTEAMS - rain or shine, we'll play soccer. so goodluck to us.
COMALGE - algebra, math. i hate our room, it's freaking hot! the ac doesn't work.
POLISCI - yey we can eat! kainis, kanina pinakanta ako bahay-kubo or else my blockmate would be sent out. i was standing in front of the class. wala pa sa tono kanta ko hahaha
LBYMATB - lab, ok 2 hours of it makes me sick.
NSTP-C1 - i chose cwts instead of rotc. i wish we could get lucky on our community service location.

hay sana sana. i can't wait til you get home. nagpaalam na ako for sunday:DDD

tapos na ang warranty! d na pwede ibalik!

2006-05-19T14:19:00.000+08:00

"if i were a painter, i would paint my reverie. if that's the only way for you to be with me.."

oo, feeling painter ako. pero sisikapin ko talaga maging painter para lang makasama ka. eto na ang entry para sa aking pinakamamahal na alaga, si Timotei Martin Carreon Santiago. marahil ay nagtataka kayo kung bakit alaga ang aking tawag, sa totoo lang hindi ko rin alam. pero pagnakikita ko siya parang ansarap niyang kulitin at paglaruan. Motie, my boy toy. nyahahaha!

ngayon ang aming first year anniversary! antagal na noh? actually mamaya pang 9:00-10:30 pm. nagulat nga rin ako, kay bilis ng panahon. Malungkot nga lang ay hindi kami magkasama ngayon. pero ok lang, babawi kami pagdating niya. i love you so much motie! wag kayo maniniwala sa mga sasabihin ni motie! sakin kayo maniwala siya ang nauna sa lahat! wahahahaha!

para sa aking mga malapit na mga kaibigan alam kong alam niyo na seloso yang si timo, oo sobra! sa pagiging seloso niya marami-rami rin akong hindi pwede gawin. sumusunod ako hindi dahil para hindi siya magalit kundi kung iisipin naman talaga para sa aking kabutihan naman iyon. nabubulol na ako wahahaha! kaya wag niyo siya sisihin sa d ko pagsama sa inyo. well actually wala naman talaga nagsisisi eh, praning lang talaga motie. hayaan niyo, pagbalik niya pwede ko na ulit gawin gusto ko;) san kayo makakita ng boypren na ganyan? boypren na kuya pa at tatay na! ako lang meron niyan.

para naman kay Motie, sa college d maiiwasan may kumausap sakin, pero alam mo naman na iba ang trato ko sa kanila. hindi ako magiging sing kulit ng ipanikita ko sa inyo. ibang mundo ang college at alam nating lahat gamitan sa college. kaya hindi ako basta basta magtitiwala sa mga kasama ko. kahit ibantay mo pa ako kay kiko at carlo ok lang. babantayan ka naman ni jo eh, dba jo? hehehe;) sabi nga ni berna, "your toy will take care of your boy". tska all we need is to trust each other. kaya natin college dba? 3 years lang ako ikaw 4 years. madali nalang yun ok?

mahal na mahal ko yang si motie, ginayuma ako niyan eh. joke lang true love talaga, oo na jologs pero pag kayo nainlove ng totoo ganyan rin kayo. nung una nga para lang talaga kami magkapatid. nagmumurahan, naghaharutan, hiritan, as in wala talagang "sweetness" na makikita sa amin. pero ngayon mag-asawa na kami:D well, my times na ganon parin kami kakulit but mostly sweet na ang makikita:D

kung gusto niyo makita si Motie sumayaw at kumanta punta kayo ng debut ko! wahahaha! dba motie gagawin mo yun? dba? love mo ko dba? hoy motie umuwi ka na! miss na ako ni pajero at corolla! wahahaha! lagi sila nagpaparamdam sakin! wahahaha! beh motie!

salamat nga pala sa aming mga kaibigan na pinagtiyagaan kaming 2. eto hulaan niyo kung sino to dali, sasagutin ko!
1. yung mga nagtulak kay motie, sino kaya yun?
2. yung una naming niloko at pinagsabihan.
3. yung unang nakakita sa amin.
4. yung kasama namin buong summer at iniiwan kami 2.
5. yung nagsabing hindi kami magtatagal.
6. yung nagdoodle sa ntbk ng kaye santiago.
7. yung akala kami na, na hindi naman.
hahaha! wala na ako maisip hulaan niyo dali! hahaha;) basta salamat sa inyong lahat!

happy anniversary baby! more years! patayin kita, ang suwerte suwerte mo na sa akin. wahahaha! joke lang! parehas tayong suwerte eh! pwede na ba to? antayin mo nalang surprise ko sayo! mas maganda yun!:D

2006-05-17T19:30:00.000+08:00

I MISS MOTIE.

2 days left until our BIG day.
kaya niyo yun? one year?
HINDI! kami lang ang may kaya;)
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOTIE!

save the last dance for me

2006-05-06T20:34:00.000+08:00

KATRINA, isn't she cute?

who's hotter?

goodbye

2006-04-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

still sleeping

2006-04-22T10:35:00.000+08:00

nakauwi narin sa wakas.

nakauwi naman wala naman si motie. wala rin si kuya. hahahaha! umiyak ako nung kiniss niya ako kasi papasok na kami airport. d nga ako makalingon kasi umiiyak na talaga ako. wala lang. nakakamiss yung gago yun eh. totoy na kung totoy pero idol ko yun eh. sa kanya lang talaga ako nakikinig. hahaha;) d bali babalik naman siya but still nakakamiss parin, 6 mos din yun.

hug niyo ko please. monina david i need you!!! camcam/jo din magpakita kayo sakin, kelangan ko ng big hug. acy i need to see you too, greet me "good morning!" please. lahat kayoooo kelangan ko. magparamdam kayoooo hahaha

motie thanks for Katrina. i love you!:D

do you remember

2006-04-17T12:10:00.000+08:00

happy easter!

belated happy birthday to Motie. thanks for those who greeted him:D to follow yung chocolates haha!

im here in san francisco. we arrived this afternoon, we were hoping we get bumped off again so we can earn another $400 --haha! i watched elvis presley shows and the new Who's Line Is it Anyway all the way to san francisco.

waaahh guess whaaaaaaaat? yesterday i spent the whole day at the mall with my family at queens. we went to daffy's, macy's and the mall beside macy's. bullshit i think i spent more than 200 on buying clothes for myself, yes only for me--self-centered bitch. i thought i only spent 150 but noooo, though it's really worth it because the things i bought are really really cheap. nako lent pa naman. tsk kaye.

it's a sign that i really have to work hard in college so that i would have a nice job and a very high paying salary in order satisfy my needs. wahahaha! kung hindi, maghihirap kami ng pamilya ko.

i can't wait to go home and shed a few pounds. a while ago we had dinner at Sizzler and i almost finished a half of ribssss. ang lakas ko na kumain waaah. until now i have a big tummy, im just gonna sleep late tonight:D

i dream of living in new york and shop all day, right Nyko?

oh baby it's cold outside

2006-04-12T11:50:00.000+08:00

homesick. talk to me please haha!

LA
- stayed at Cerritos
- amazed by spongebob at universal studios

LAS VEGAS
- shoppiiiiiing
- shows in rio -- show girls!
- loved the wynn hotel

ANAHEIM
- disneyland
- captain hook boy
- met up with elaine--hooters baby!

LAX
- lost my jacket;ccccccc
- got bumped off the plane and yet received $400 from Delta Airlines

NEW YORK
- naked cowboy
- Macy's flower festival
- high tax sucks!
- walking marathon
- toys r us time square is the coolest
- i got a very big penguin! its height is half of me

BALTIMORE
- Phillip's is the best buffet ever! i know love crabs:DDD
- loved the weather
- <3 tulips
- cool titas
- oc lolas
- watched benchwarmers

tomorrow we'll be off to Washington then on thursday back to NY then on the 16th to San Francisco where hopefully i can meet the Valera's and finally on the 20th i'll be flying back home. see you bitches! i only got chocolates and small treats for you guys, ngayon lang kasi dumating pera eh, mahal na sa pupuntahan namin. hehee;)

i bid goodbye

2006-03-30T15:30:00.000+08:00

"wala akong courage"

2006-03-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

I'd like to express my deepest gratitude to the lovely people who have made my stay in high school one hell of a party.
sixtreme - we are really an extreme batch
dos, table in between, tgif and girlfriends - it was great dining with you
sibol, biyaya, kalayaan, sandiwa classmates
1st-4th yr teachers
volleyball varsity - kayang kaya niyo yang si coach!

this was how our LAST DAY went through
morning
- grad practice
- pictorial at the canteen
- pictorial with the class
- drama session -- Berna said "wala akong courage" instead of saying "wala akong strength" aww, i'll miss you Berns!

noon
- lunch at Brewing Point with TIBs plus Sammie and Kei
- hung-out at Monay's and ordered pizza c/o Tita Toti
- went back to school
- Motie fetched me at granwood

Tomorrow, we will be called graduates. Congratulations and Happy Graduation sixtreme! *XOXO*

I bid goodbye to my darling classmates.
it's been a rough year but we still made it.
"It's OVER!"

salapi

2006-03-07T19:39:00.000+08:00

finals week. damn scouting test, excuse me? major subject ba ito? enough of this. magsasaya nalang ako after finals.

summer before college is supposed to be a blast but in my case it is shit. i'll be leaving for US on April 1! where's the fun there? and i'll be back by the 20th. i wonder where my friends are in those days, out of the country? rar. long story short, this year's really a bummer. ice cream please XD

Last day!

2006-03-04T08:50:00.000+08:00

last thursday, berna and i were together the whole day. tapos sabi niya, "mamimiss ko to kaye, gusto ko sa college magkikita parin tayo ah." sabi ko naman, bakit? magkaschool naman tayo ah! 21 days before graduation. more time for fun and catching up with friends. waahh, nakakalungkot dahil hindi na kami magkikita araw-araw. hindi ka na pwede maging totoy. maiilang ka ng pumasok ng classroom na hindi nagsusuklay. hindi ka na pwedeng sumigaw sa classroom para tanong kung sinong my napkin. hindi mo na maririnig ang "that's wrong my child." hindi mo na alam kung yang katabi mo ba'y totoong kaibigan. hindi mo na kailangan i-memorize ulit ang quarter hour prayer at angelus na tagalog. wala ng play time sa physics. hindi mo na alam kung matalino ba yang katabi mo at kung pwede kang "magpaturo". wala ng analytic geom pag wednesdays. hindi mo na kailangan i-memorize ang definition ng economics. hindi ka na makakuha ng free lunch. wala ng guard na magpapaiyak sayo. hindi mo na maririnig ang mga pangaral ni mrs. ben. wala ng mang-haharass sayo sa corridors. wala ng camping. wala ng moments of silence na ginagamit na time para mag-aral at gumawa ng assignments. wala ng english campaign. hindi ka na magkakandarapa para makakuha ng recitation. wala ng mahaba at mainit na sleeves. hindi mo na kailangan kumuha ng temporary id. hindi mo na kailangan hanapin ang pinoy quizzes mo dahil gragraduate ka kahit wala yun. hindi na sasakit ulo mo sa double period cl. hindi mo na kailangan itaas ang socks mo maya't maya dahil magtsitsinelas ka nalang!
sa ating paglalakad palayo na paaralan, sana'y sabay sabay tayong lumingon para ngumiti at kumaway kahit sa huling pagkakataon.

yesterday was our last day of academic classes. recess time, nikko went inside the classroom and said, "guys, do you realize last day na natin today?" dun ko lang naalala. so sinulit ko na ang pangungulit kay Alexa. wahaha! when we had changed into our PE uniforms i was pulling her shirt towards her desk and asked thumbtacks from camcam. when i was about to pin her she saw it and poked me. sayang, ang saya cgro nun. bakit kahapon ko lang naisip yun, sayang. wahahaha!

PE was fun as always. jo showed us her 4-packed abs. acy and kate lifted leo. sana ma-lift din ako. wahaha! asa!

you're so HOT jo!

fly leo! fly!

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i will miss shadow playing.

i will miss lily patrol.

i will miss sandiwa.

i will miss holy.

i will miss my barkada.

i will miss saba friends
(picture to follow)

buti nalang may grad practices pa! hehe;)

i'm hyped for thursday's MASTER PLAN. Saisaki with friends! wheeeee!XD more food trips to go and more bonding sessions.

yesterday we went to eastwood with motie's barkada. ye and i split from the scene for a while and ate. a date with yeye, aawww. next time, with monay and another one with sammie. more catching up sessions friends! we saw jojo last night too, may utang pa siyang teriyaki boy samin ni patti! 2 years na un!

amber

2006-02-23T20:35:00.000+08:00

Arena

(known to self and others)

energetic, happy, independent, relaxed

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

able, accepting, adaptable, bold, caring, cheerful, clever, confident, dependable, dignified, friendly, giving, idealistic, ingenious, intelligent, kind, loving, mature, observant, patient, powerful, sensible, silly, spontaneous, trustworthy, warm, witty

Façade

(known only to self)

logical, organised

Unknown

(known to nobody)

brave, calm, complex, extroverted, helpful, introverted, knowledgeable, modest, nervous, proud, quiet, reflective, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sentimental, shy, sympathetic, tense, wise

Dominant Traits

72% of people think that bitekaye is cheerful
66% of people agree that bitekaye is energetic
83% of people agree that bitekaye is happy

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six school days to go and four finals days! tapos 2 wks of grad practice. wtf? wahahaha! buti nalang talaga aalis na ako. can i say ROAAAAARRRRR? hm, ganto nalang para hindi nakakainis yung 2 wk practice, i'll consider it as a chance to spend time with my chics, bully my batchmates, scare the lower levels and stuck up to my "friends". of course im kidding, hell i maybe peevish and tactless but at least i'm real to myself and to others.

gals competition on sunday. goodluck pep, boosters and propsmen.

last monday was the educator's day. we were dismissed early and we ate at world topps then ice cream then starbucks. love you hotties.

happy birthday to paoskie and jessie!

ababu today. yum yum yum!

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Amber
Brainstorm
take me away from the norm
I got to tell you something
this phenomenon
I had to put it in a song
and it goes like

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally
you ought to know what brings me here
you glide through my head blind to fear
and I know why
whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally

You live too far away
your voice rings like a bell anyway
don't give up your independence
unless it feels so right
nothing good comes easily
sometimes you gotta fight

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally
launched a thousand ships in my heart, so easy
still it's fine from afar, and you know that
whoa, brainstorm take me away from the norm
whoa, I got to tell you something

murder on the dance floor

2006-02-18T09:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the pep rally. oh yeah! they did great;) photos in my multiply.

last night we crashed into the party of Luday. i was with cy, lau and motie's barkada. we were underdressed so you know how that feels. sabi kasi tambay lang. ahahaha. it's was fun, the music was great so as our company.

Things i'm gonna miss in Sandiwa.
studying kuno

studying

krisza

P.E. with sandiwa

jocks

vanity

lovers

mga maldita

my toy jo and pillow nikko

kahalayan

class stufftoy, bjork

crazy classmates

chismaaxxx

flexibility

daydreaming

lastly, the friendship

two weeks notice

2006-02-16T17:49:00.000+08:00

this year was the best valentine's day ever! Motie gave me a bouquet of white roses(that grants #67 of my wish list). thank you totoy!;) my classmates kept grinning at me, telling i was not loveless. ngayon lang ako hindi naging loveless ah. thank you to Sammie for the candies and to Monay for the chocolates.

we barely have less than two weeks before finals. oh god, oh god. only a few sacrifices to go and then we're free! IT'S OVER classmates, schoolmates and teachers.

sa lahat ng aklat na binasa namin, hindi parin magawang pumasa ng El Fili.

this is my new found friend/classmate, Alexa. Oh my God Alexa! she may seem very kind and gentle but watch out, i didn't expect her to be so loquacious. aba'y akalain mo, kasama namin siya kumain during classes and gumawa ng assignments habang chinicheck na. looks can be deceiving talaga. acy, don't get jealous! you are still the best seatmate i ever had! "i'm happy today acy!"

we had our final defense a while ago. we all looked HOT! as riri said after dressing up, "Time for work!" ok, let's not talk about the the defense anymore. i'm just relieved it was over.

today was also the presentation of the graduation songs and our song was chosen!
from here the starting line ends
but the finish line begins
what we have right now won't end
we'll keep on dreaming my friend

pep rally tom. goodluck to the SHS pep and boosters. go Sasa! go Cam! go Riri! go Reyno! go Acy! go Ayena! go Berna! and oh, how could i forget the propsmen! Go Janna! hehehe:DDD

kindly answer my johari window too, if you have time:D

1, 2, 3..

2006-02-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

sabayan niyo ako at kumanta tayo ng..

superproxy - eheads
tanga - narda
huwag mo nang itanong - eheads
maling akala - brownman revival
sabotage - beastie boys
kamasupra - eheads
the crush - pne
my love is like whoa! - mya
obladi, oblada, life goes on - the beatles
kaliwete - eheads
santa baby - kylie minogue
magasin - eheads
kusina - narda
material girl - madonna
ang huling el bimbo - eheads
don't love you no more (i'm sorry) - craig david
fyb - pot
a perfect lie - nip/tuck theme song
fadeaway - sugarfree
golddigger - kanye west
candy shop - 50 cent
ex-girlfriend - no doubt
stupid girls - pink
roses - outkast
wanna be my lover - spicegirls
bullet with butterfly wings - smashing pumpkins
kisapmata - rivermaya
tikman - sugarfree/eheads
bakit part2 - mayonnaise
cool - gwen stefani
forgetful lucy
she will be loved - maroon 5
shake it off - mariah
don't phunk with my heart - bep
balla baby - chingy
lintik - brownman revival
wag na wag mong sasabihin - kitchie nadal
ray of light - madonna
last christmas - wham!
cry me a river - justin timberlake
window shopper - 50 cent
rape me - nirvana

sammie and i were talking, who wants to come with us in our trip to tboy/tempura then icebergs? sammie try na natin yung kingkong/godzilla! hehehe:D

i'm flying away

2006-02-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

need sleep and rest. coughs and colds -- killing me!!! yesterday, no one could hear me. i was already shouting but nothing came out.

english week's over. congratulations to the seniors! we did great! yeah marga,"IT'S OVER!"

we finally won last saturday against rosehill. it's OVER. wahahaha! my last volleyball game in high school or maybe in my entire life. as mrs. ben said, "don't get addicted to something that is not your destiny." goodbye volleyball, goodbye holy. yes! gragraduate na ako! eto sayo holy spirit! *tapon sapatos wahaha kidding aside, i will surely miss my alma mater. 11 taon rin ako nagtiis at nagtimpi pero sa lahat ng kagipitan at pasakit, nababawi ang lahat ng kamalian ng masasayang tawanan at harutan. sinabi ko dating hinding hindi na ako babalik sa eskuwelahan pero mukhang kakainin ko lang ang sinabi kong iyon dahil hindi ko matitiis limutin ang lahat. ang drama 'dba? pero totoo lahat nang iyan. pinasasalamatan ko ang aking magulang at pinag-aral ako sa holy. oo bata kami at jologs pero kayang kaya namin gampanan ang lahat ng tungkulin na binibigay sa amin. crammed man o well-prepared maganda ang kalalabasan. kayang kaya nga namin maging presidente ng pilipinas eh, wahahaha! tingnan niyo nalang ito. ang galing ano? tama na, ang yabang na. wahahaha!

new seating arrangement, again. i'm in between kate and alexa(OMG Alexxaaa). hindi naman ako napapalaban ng english with Alexa. sabi ni ms. kaya daw ako tinabi para matulungan ko siya sa Pinoy. sana lang ano, parang yun ata lowest ko.

belated happy birthday to my babe, Monay.

got the UST letter. i'm still undecided where to go in college. heeelllppppp.

i'm still not done with my lame ass goal calendar. why do it anyway? they're just going to stamp on it. a little appreciation please.

click. flash!

2006-01-29T12:41:00.000+08:00

i'm loving school right now because of our new seating arrangement. i love acy:DDD last friday we doodled in my sketch pad. kinikilig kami parehas! wahahaha! inlove nanaman acy.. hehehe:D

last friday was also ye's surprise party. surprise talaga, hindi lang kay ye kundi pati sa iba. anyway, happy birthday ye. hoped you enjoyed the cheese sticks!:D

saturday, we lost again. ateneo fair. ron and jv's bday.

happy birthday ron-24, ye-27, ayena-28 and jv-29XD

everybody deserves a second chance but for third? umasa ka, paasa ka naman eh.

"daig mo pa ang isang kisapmata..."

where are you going?

2006-01-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

it's our recollection tomorrow. yes, again. it's a total waste of time but they said it would be fun because we'd be talking to our teachers from the past levels. whoa. hahahaha. i wonder who would join us. i hope it would be fun even if our parents would joins us-how uncool is that. i'm roommates with gec and jo. yey! hahaha:DDD

i'm failing. wahahaha! but aside from that i'm glad with my score in analytic geometry! wala na, math nalang talaga ikabubuhay ko. i don't need rizal and odysseus. save me math.

i just came home from convergy's. i was with kri, tanya and laia. kri and first ate at tapa king then we moved to starbucks to check out if tanya's barista was on duty. and he was there, ang suwerte mo tanya! sa wednesday ulit! wahaha!

ay bukas tanya gawin mo ulit yung sa eyes mo. gawin mo sa mga faci's wahahaha!

yeye's birthday is on friday. don't greet her ok? wahahaha! just pretend it's just an ordinary day. force field! force field!

i'm getting pissed with my coach again. i wouldn't mind snapping the next time he triggers my patience. gusto ba naman ako ipagreceive ng bola habang service eh malamang matatamaan ako ng bola galing likod. pinagtawanan pa ako nung sinabi ko yun. anong feeling mo nag-iinarte ako? ilang beses na ako natamaan sa likod ng ulo and to think service pa yun. parang hindi ka coach eh, safety first my dear. sipain kita eh.

crash

2006-01-18T17:13:00.000+08:00

just got home from convergy's. i was with tanya, laia, issa, anna and monique. we ate in tapa king then moved to starbucks. we ate, studied, talked, slept(i did) and tanya waited for her barista wahaha!

today's the first day of exams and i am feeling very lazy. i already studied teenstar and some cl. math nalang. well, goodluck kaye. ang yabang mo talaga. wahahaha!

pictures from cl day:

kaye.berna.acy.tanya

the very big cookie i was talking about

riri.kaye.acy

last weekend i went to batangas together with my relatives to attend the esteban luna reunion. the place where we stayed was beautiful! it was simple and yet very cozy. the place had an inifinity pool so all we did was swim and eat. we are a bunch of freeloaders. livin' the oc life. oh yeah. pictures in my multiply and ching's multiply-sorry na ang ganda ng camera.

stole these from ching's multiply:

see how fiesty we all are.

the oc life

2006-01-16T20:17:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are confident and ready to tackle life.
You are pretty vain and happy with your physical appearance.
You are born to be the center of attention, and you're unhappy on the sidelines.
You're always up for trying something new - in and out of bed!

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Your Colorful Life in the OPM Industry by mireille_akiko
You are..
You are a member of..	Sugarfree
Your alternate band is..	Sponge Cola
Your bestfriend is..	Ira Cruz
Your boyfriend is..	Ira Cruz
But unfortunately..	he killed himself.
So you'll marry..	Chris Cantada
The number of children you'll have:	5
You'll name your first child..	Yra
And you'll form a band together called..	Styro

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thinking

2006-01-14T09:45:00.000+08:00

im supposed to be in school right now. we have school today, it's our family day. good thing we're going to a family reunion so i have an excuse. actually, the reunion's tomorrow but we'll go to tagaytay and sleep over at batangas. im charged for later! hello corny clan! wahahaha:DDD

yesterday was our cl day. we were singing and dancing praise songs, listened to the talk, discussed with our groupmates, fellowship with the class and finally presented our composed songs. during the fellowship a big big BIG COOKIE was passed around by ms. tolidanes. wahaha. yum yum delicioso! nikko, acy, tanya and i were starving because of the looonnggg activity we had a plan: to sit nearer to the food and to push nikko and i to get the siopao, mashed potato with ground beef, nachos and embotido. we were successful! wahahaha! and one more thing, acy and i were both high yesterday. high because of chocolates! we ate plenty of chocolates and by the end of the day we were both sleepy and tired. hahaha!

went to eastwood last nigt with patsy, ken, tapel and motie. we were so supposed to watch narnia but because of tardiness we ended up eating dinner and ice cream.

it's our exams next week, goodluck to all of us! goodluck accounting! no classes on monday! hurraaaaayyyy!:D

i rolled in a field of carabaos

2006-01-10T20:31:00.000+08:00

wahahaha. we had an activity in physics where we had to go to the field. berna and i was at both ends and because of the mighty strength of the LILY PATROL may LILIPAD, at kami un ni berna. buti ako nag-roll na parang stuntman, si berna bumagsak with the darna pose. ang saya pag sa dulo grabe parang ek! wahahaha:DDD

won our first game last saturday by default. sayang, we were hyped for the game.

happy birthday saaammm!!! and issa too:D

didn't pass the acet so it's dlsu or ua&p for me. hmm.. what to choose, what to choose..

NARNIA!!!(darna voice) it was so beauutttiifuuuuuuul and very entertaining. c'mon, let's watch it again. who want who wants?

bowling is fun

2006-01-03T00:54:00.000+08:00

bowling with nic, kei, andy, ken and motie. us three k's(kaye,kei,ken) were defeated by man(motie,andy,nic). rarr. but kei was the highest scorer. sorry na. vincent and sammie followed. we saw nyko, edsgee, calvin and kiko.

birthday greetins to the following
january 5 - fe feranil
- gita gumabao
7 - sam dimaliwat
- issa santiago
13 - eia ricasio
- nico fernandez
27 - yeye gumabao

year of the?

2005-12-31T15:25:00.000+08:00

1..2..3..4..four days until classes resume. and i haven't done a single project. how nice. i tried reading some of my notes but i insist in going out. oh joy. well anyway, i'd like to greet everyone a HAPPY HAPPY HAAAAPPPPYYYY NEW YEAR! let's all welcome the year with a great big smile:D

dec 25
our relatives from my father's side came by. new babies:D

dec 26
went to tiendisitas with mame. bought dvds at metrowalk.

dec 27
stayed home and watched scrubs season 4 all day longgg with kuya ardy.

dec 28
scrubs marathon again and got a facial.

dec 29
got my student's permit. starbucks with nic, ye, mag-asawa, nery, mon...........and the others.

dec 30
footspa at rp. fetched sammie then to tien.. tiensinelas..tsinelas.. TIENDISITAS. looked for a cowboy hat for tito motie. motie came and then we moved to galle to continue looking for a cowboy hat. no more tomassss;c wrapped gifts then joined his family in hap chan. went to kri's house, played basketball then went home.

some came and some left. for those who came, THANK YOU for your patience and for your effort of getting to know me. for those who left, THANK YOU for the memories and for the friendship. and to everyone, thank you for making 2005 the greatest and the most special year! i love you all:D *hugggg

paputok tayo ulit ng stuffed toys! wahaha! look at what we did last year. we blew up elaine's stuffed toy, patsy's cow and johncis' toy

new year's resolution? di na kelangan yan. natupad ku na yung iba. i have been..
1. studious - i have higher grades
2. nicer - yes yes. no more peevish kaye

high-lights of the year
*fair
*field trip at biyak na bato
*prom
*short hair
*ek
*tuna pie
*pictionary
*summer league
*review classes
*nic's bday
*milk tea
*marco and jimuel
*convergens
*moshi
*amityville
*light-saber
*madagascar --penguiiiiiiiiiiiiinssssssssssssssssss
*tambay
*spanish salpicao
*sandiwa
*fete --orcsss
*johncis' bday
*"i'm happy today!"
*lily patrol!
*career orientation - do you guys remember the speaker from ceu? "U-A-A-P!" speaker from chs? "izkezhuul"
*friday..early dismissal?
*retreat in tagaytay
*english campaign - haha! wala na 'to
*college entrance exams
*wednesday is a happy day for sandiwa! especially during anal geom:DDD
*pinoy big brother
*tin's debut -- b2! i love you all!
*surprise despedida for the valeras
*the valeras left;c
*new coach
*sammie's surprise party
*camping
*emily rose
*intrams - "officials"
*my bday
*fair
*our table has a name! TIBs? wahahaha!
*koreana hair
*simbang gabi
*xmas

to sum it all up i'll post the new people whom i've met and the people who made 2005 spectacular! (no specific arrangement)
sam and ye - carpoolmates let's kill heeeeeerrrrr
bruce and kri - ang mag-asawa
vincent - forever late
johncis -bakla ka
bugi - nurse bugi has a girlfriend
cy, cathy, rina, tin, sam, ye, charmi, kim, clang, trina
patti, kri, tin, trish, faye
dom, donniel, milo
nery, mon, chev, bogs, martin
jojo, ate esme, ate anna, ate hana, ate katrina
berna, janna and sasa - love you foes
monay and fe - sorry na HT
sammie, patsy, andy, kei and nic - i love you bitches!
nyko, migui, tappy, ken and guibani - i love you bitches!
phase a people
marco and jimuel -cute cute cute
lau, ing, kumi, ge, ruth, mark, hans and emman - my wonderful reviewmates, thanks for learning math, science and chinese with me. wahahaha!
ron, rocky, jv, kiko, jay, yguel, aga, santi, tim, russ
mica, anne marie, ugay, fiona - lowerbatch friends
cam, acy, leo, jo, gec, nikko, maiko, alya, paoskie, monique..-dos people
issa, anjo, anna, jimillah.. - tgif people
reyno, riri, eia, fati, ana, marga, gayle, mica, inez "hindiii", mama soi, monte(for troy!), tanya, char, mae, mikka(sungin ku bahay mo), mellina, ienne, kats, laia and ms. toli - classmates
nadaine, diane, jenny, ayena, melissa, patricia, tenshi, nikki, bem, raissa, nycel, kri, yeye and ms. ngo - intrams teammates
michelle, lia, leng, mariel, nikki, jenny, ayena, thea, ernie, nycel, raissa, sam, ye, kri and coach b. - my sexy volleyball teammates
heidel, carol, cha, cza - former trainees
motie family and of course, motie
at sa lahat ng nakilala ko at nakasama ko..SALAMAT

extra: look at yeye being harassed by sammie and i. poor yeye.

patti, never mind them. people can be sick sometimes because of insecurity. *hugg

santa baby

2005-12-24T10:51:00.001+08:00

where's my santa?

ladadadadada..the Christmas Alphabet!
C is for the chestnuts i love to eat
H is for the hugs i want to receive
R is for the rose i kept
I is for the ipod i want
S is for the slr camera i would die for
T is for the time i need
M is for the money money i want for shopping
A is for the acet i need to pass
S is for the songs i want to hear!

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone! this year has been great really, maybe for one reason- my wishes finally came true! i now have REAL friends to hang-out with (later i'll post my wishes from last year) this year has also been special because i have somebody i love. thank you for all your efforts, patience and love, you changed me. ang cheesy nun ah! waha! and sana bumalik na yung dati. hmm..thank you to all of my friends who have made this year a little close to what i've dreamt of. thank you so much..

now, i have wishes and gifts for my dear friends..
monay, i love you! i wish you find happiness and strength so you won't be pushes anymore
sam, happiness and patience for coach b-wahaha! i wish!
kri, strength to fight all the criticisms
ye, happiness and contentment
fe, emotion! hahaha
janna, goodluck to all your crushies and i want you to be the MVP!
berna, my wish for you is a resolution for your identity crisis and love and care from your family:D
sasa, power to keep your leadership

nic, a boyfriend
andy, more happiness:D
patsy, boyfriend and to fix things with
guibani, happiness:D
ken, a big push! wahahaha
kei, happiness
nyko, a boyfriend! hahaha
sammie, a push for you to fix things
motie, lahat meron ka na eh, hmm gundam? ham? power to control time
tapel, pakita ka gago! hehehe

my wishes from last year.
2) have a real barkada, not that i neglect my barkada now, but i'm wishing to have friends whom will be there for each other. i envy my brother for his friends, they've been friends since high school and up to now, they still exchange gifts, during xmas and hang-out once in a while. parang wow, i wish makakita aku ng ganon. friends whom i'll share my interests with, ung hindi kj, kinda like kahit walang ginagawa na sobrang bored na at batong bato na talaga masaya ka parin kasi you're with them. well there's no such thing as perfect friends, kaya i accept my friends pero sana talaga makahanap aku ng mga totoong kaibigan na mag oopen-up sakin at sasama sa akin magpakabum hanggang wala lang bum na talaga. ang labo haha..

16) learn to cook.. pero takot aku sa mantika

wishlist
*qt
*money
*hugs

birthday updates
dec 22 - kei
23 - nikko and maiko
24 - ms. tolidanes
25 - jo merry christmas!

and it was all yellow

2005-12-22T17:41:00.000+08:00

the oc rocks! yeah boy!

where are they?

would you believe that i'm still not done with my 101 wishes? i'm still in #54. pathetic little me.
but hey, some of my wishes came true! here are some..
16. i wish to spend time with Monay.
24. i wish to have more time to sleep.
32. i wish for a new set of make up.
34. i wish for a rose.
38. i wish to have a haircut.
44. i wish for BTIC's mint and chips ice cream.

i want bibingka! i'll buy later. nyahaha:D

im off. too much drama in my life. must walk.

i need hug. please hug me.

gising na, nasa tollgate na

2005-12-19T14:45:00.000+08:00

look im wearing my new jacket! ganda oh yeye. wahahaha:D

we had our school fair last friday to sunday. god it was so boring. the only activity i enjoyed was the bingo! whohoo! though i forgot my bingo card. ma-try nga minsan sa sm. wahahaha! to make our fair suckier was that we were expected to go to school at 7:20 and leave at 3:30. ang galing ano? my night activities kasi eh. hay hay. goodthing it's over. asteeg ng spotlight! very impressive indeed. congratulations redj and to all performing arts club! asteeg din ng band-aid, ok lang yan higgledy. ang galing niyo kagabi!:D whohoo! i love ebe! i love sugarfree!:D

hindi ko na complete yung simbang gabi :c 'di kasi ako nagising kahapon. rar. pero kanina nagsimbang gabi kami! hahahaha. ang saya saya. ang sarap pa ng bibingka:D pagkatapos ng simbang gabi nag-breakfast kami sa tapa king sa convergy's. ang sarap talaga kumain kapag gutom. pagkatapos kumain, starbucks tapos kela yeye. tapos umalis na sina motie, guibs at nyko dahil may pasok pa sila. HAHA! joke lang:D tapos natulog kami nina ye, sammie sa kuwarto tapos nagising ako at nagpasundo. ang saya sana lagi nalang simbang gabi. hahaha;)

look at my plate! it's violet! :D

it's christmas break my dear friends and that means lots and lots of sleeping time. yeah. relaxation. breathe. die. wahahaha! labo

sana matapos na.

sayang yung jacket. rar. sana magkaroon ng miracle at mag-shrink siya! sana makahanap pa sila ng smaller sizeee!

tita motie and tito motie gave me a gift. awww motiess.. hahaha! thank you tita motie and tito motie:D

today we hit 7! hurray!:D

2005-12-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

kulang.

one year to go

2005-12-08T11:04:00.001+08:00

and i am of legal age. that's nice. god, how time flies by. my 16th year was great! i received a lot of blessings this year and by that i meant A LOT. blessing ka dbu?:D i hope my 17th year would be much like my 16th year. thank you for all the people who had made my 16th year a blast:D sixteen really is sweet.

thank you for all who greeted me yesterday and today. touch aku kasi ever since wala masyadong naggregreet sakin from school kasi laging walang pasok pagbirthday ku. wahahaha! pero kahapon andami! thank you sa lahat ng bumati:D

happy birthday to cha and to therese(sister of nery):D

last night was my birthday celebration. thanks to all who came. thank you tanya, reyno, riri, cousins, paoskie, patsy, sammie, andy, tin, cathy, bugi, michelle, nery, yeye, vincent, bruce, kri, fe, cam, sam, monay, sasa, nic, nikko, nyko, nicco, maiko, alfy, ken and motie. ang galing ni kumanta ni nicco! wahahaha. joke lang;) thank you for the gift motie! o ye, sabihin mu lang sakin kung kelan mo hihiramin yung bag at jacket ah:D thank you ate lala for the food!:D thank you monay for the cake:D thank you bruce for the super lemon:D thank you nery for the dreamcatcher:D
*pictures in my multiply

now im seventeen and i only have one wish and that is...a secret:D

yesterday, was the last day of intrams and a nice way to end it was having twist my ankle. a very nice bday gift:D but i think my ankle's "unclee" fine now. hopefully i can be hype for tomorrows field trip. btw, my partner's nikko! nikkkoooooooooo:D

aww intrams is finished. i will my miss my teammates. it was nice meeting all of you. sorry kung nagsusunget aku minsan:D nice game yesterday guys! you did great! too bad we lost but what they hey, if it really wasn't for us, it really wasn't for us. atleast we gave them a good fight:D GO THANEA!

cry

2005-12-01T19:44:00.000+08:00

it's december! oh great! i'm gonna be 17 in a week. i don't want to grow older anymore. can i just turn 17 next year?

happy birthday to the following:
dec 1 - patricia --my intrams teammate
- jay w.
2 - janna --HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOE! wahahahaha!
4 - cory --miss na kita bruha!
- tita amy --libre tita!
- ferly --miss you dear!
5 - dani canlas
6 - jef posadas --bakla ka!
- monte --for troy!
8 - me!
- anna canlas
- yeye's dad tito dennis hehehe:D
10 - aebbey
11 - patty san roque
17 - coo
22 - kei --hoy kwento mu sakin!
- mama soi
23 - nikko --nikkoooo! hehehe
- maiko
24 - ms. tolidanes
25 - jo mary christmas!

i thought i knew youu! i thought i knew youuu! i thought i knew youuu.. welllll.. so well:D

december schedule
dec 5-7 - intramurals
9 - field trip to banahaw! acy! my partner!
16-18 - school fair
19-jan 3 - christmas break

good morning.

2005-11-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

the past few weeks had been really tiring. intrams practice here, training there and the teachers are on a haste to finish their lessons. we are loaded with activities but it's ok, it's a challenge worth brushing. juggling studies with co-curricular activities? sus, anu ba naman un dbu?

we watched the exorcism of emily rose at patsy's place last night. i didn't finish it though but i woke up at 3:00! demmit! one, two, three, four, five, SIX!

today was the gals opening and what a great way to welcome us was telling us we have a game. hello, we were not informed and we were not given the schedule. grabe, napaka unorganized talaga. ok stop it. no comment. ang saya sa van! "woaaaaaaahhh"-lal .. fuck it, yes IT.

after the opening we went back to the school and i found sammie, nic, patsy, guibani and the rest of his bandmates. after hanging-out for a while, we moved to rp to eat at world topps and they(guys) ate at grilla. motie followed after sometime and we were off to galle. there i accompanied him in buying gifts for his family. told you, you should've bought the cowboy hat or maybe the funny hat in terranova! wahaha. after shopping gifts, we went to metrowalk for kiko's bday. i had fun! grabe ankulet nilang lahat. hahahaha.:D happy bday kiko! happy bday krister!

it was also our card day and thank god i don't have a grade lower than 82. some of my grades decreased but almost all were retained and increased. i promise to improve my grades. especially in pinoy. ok very good. i've been reading 3 books of el fili and now i need to read another one.

a while ago, while we were eating we had this very interesting talk about gma. we were talking about how corrupt she was. it's amazing how we teenagers talk about such issues. alya was telling us how much gloria was taking from the funds. for example the price of the one fertilizer is costs P2 and then gloria would make it P67(i forget the real price) on the record accounts. cam also said that it's not true that the government paid for the sea games. the truth is that it is all san miguel's money. totoo man o hindi bakit wala paring ginagawa ang mga tao para malaman ang katotohanan?

good morning!

2005-11-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

it makes me feel good whenever someone greets me good morning. i don't know why but it give me this gigly feeling that injects ecstasy. now you know how dense my laughter is.

christmas is coming and it's really getting colder and colder by the minute. mark your calendars and try to save some gifts for me! wahaha;) simbang gabi na! im so excited! we already have plans for simbang gabi. after attending the simbang gabi, we'd buy bibingka and go straight to the spot and wait for the sun to rise then tuloy tuloy na sa school. oh dbu, ang sweet:D ang romantic talaga nitong si yeye;) i remember last year, we did it once. i was with ye, ate esme, ate anna, kri and ate katrina. we were like hopeless romantics who were waiting.. waiting for the sun to set and for our prince to come. wahahaha.

what's happening?
* intrams practices (we have our number 1 supporter, Ms. Ngo! way to go team:D) followed by volleyball training. ok so what's next?
* im the libero again! whohooo! freedom!
* guidance class - sharing of blessings and gift giving.
* free time!

oh no. i have been forgetting to post the birthdays celebrators for the past months. oh well. here are some for the month of NOVEMBER..
1 - Calvin(my dog)
5 - nyko
8 - j-an
11 - naikko
20 - trizha, patsy and mars
24 - oyeng
29 - erniee
30 - inez

eight times and still counting

2005-11-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

ang lamig na noh? ang lamig lamig talaga. sobrang lamig nakakainis na. nagsasawa na ang init kaya siguro ang lamig lamig na. sana hindi na malamig. sana lagi nalang mainit. mas ok pang mainit eh at least walang problema dahil sanay ka na. kanina nga lang ay binati na ako ni bruce ng merry christmas. hindi ku alam kung bakit merry christmas siya ng merry christmas. hindi ku gets pero sana wala lang yon.

ang dami dami kong gusto. sa totoo lang gusto ku lahat.
gusto kung kumain ng wendy's
gusto ku ng motei
gusto ku ng hopia
gusto ku ng world peace
gusto kung magdrive
gusto ku ng magnifico crepe
gusto ku pumuntang baguio
gusto ku makita si elaine
gusto ku na magcollege
gusto ku ng t-boy
gusto ku ng ham
gusto ku ng moshi
gusto ku mag-basketball
gusto ku magswimming
gusto ku ng apoy
gusto ku ng crepe
gusto ku ng sunflower seeds
gusto ku ng i-v na violet
gusto ku ng ice cream
gusto ku tumambling
gusto ku ng sour belts
gusto ku ng spanish salpicao
gusto ku maging taxi driver
gusto ku ng martin
gusto ku na mag-umaga para may clouds na
gusto ku ng super lemon
gusto ku ng mas malambot at mas malaki pang pillow
gusto ku maging koreana para wala ng nakakaintindi sa sinasabi ku
gusto kung pumasa sa pinoy
gusto ku ng ice cream
gusto ku uminom ng milk tea
gusto ku ng kotse
gusto ku ng beetle
gusto ku kay corolla
gusto ku ng oreo cereals
gusto ku ng ice cream
gusto ku ng pirana
gusto ku ng sunka
gusto ku ng timotei
gusto ku ng penguin
gusto ku ng frosty
gusto ku mag-softball
gusto ku ng asin
gusto ku ng yellow na comforter
gusto ku ng magising
gusto ku ng ice cream
gusto ku ng violet
gusto ku sa white na pajero
gusto ku ng disco ball
gusto ku ng floor
gusto ku ng isang malaking ice
gusto ku ng aso
gusto ku ng ice cream
gusto ku ng clouds
gusto ku ng hug

pero ang pinakagusto ku ay isang motie. wala ng tatalo diyan.

patayin na rin natin si kaye. wahahahaha. sana nga nung camping totoo ung sinabi ni jo na may creatures sa labas ng tent na kinakain na yung batchmates namin at sana nasa labas aku noon. gaddamn you kaye.

sana sana sana. ang daming sana. pero sana maging totoo lahat ng sana.

ang favorite color ku po ay violet.

goodmorning sunshine

2005-10-22T09:39:00.000+08:00

belated happy birthday anjo!

hope we could get together all of us eight just like in second year.

i miss you and gee;) i miss frolicking with monay while waiting for all of you to fix up during lunch time. i miss your katarayan. i miss our laughtrips. i miss hearing "kaayyeee!" i miss your cakes. i miss everything about second year even ms. casimiro.;)

yesterday we were required to wear skirts because it was our mary like dressing. demet. hahaha. we need not wear mary like dresses because we are already mary like. nyaha! look! on the first pix acy has eyes(accdg to her). see the difference.

tomorrow is my ustet and next week is our exams. very nice. i don't know a thing about accouting pa. so goodluck kaye. curse debit and credit! nyahahaha.

during our computer class we were making basic websites and we were asked to make paragraphs about our self, family and friends. it was so funny because laia and i were making up stuffs. i said that i am very talented and all that shit and at the end, see how humble i am.

konting tiis nalang. sembreak na! relaaakkkssaaysshooown!:D

hindeee..

2005-10-08T13:46:00.000+08:00

a lot has been going on lately. school's a drag. NOT! i am load-freee!!! it's like second year all over again! everyday adventures and plus i'm really loving my classmates.

on the first was sammie's surprise party. it was a blast though we waited for the longest time. oh well anything for a friend. peehurs.

last tues was our fine dining. it was great! though it was really embarassing to walk from chateau 1771 to the podium with all my classmates, it was very funny. tanya and i acted as business women meeting with our associates. wahahaha. when we got to podium, people were looking at us which was very hilarious. we went around and saw my classmates playing in power station. we were playing basketball wearing our skirts and dresses. very cute noh? i love it. pictures here.

we're going to start our training on monday! thank god. i wish ms. cruz would allow us to join the beach volleyball then would be so GREAT! wahahaha:D

naiinis ka?

2005-09-18T01:13:00.000+08:00

aba'y normal lang yan. dalawa lang ang dahilan ng pagkainis sa kapwa.
1. naiinggit ka sa kanya.
2. nakikita mo ang iyong sarili sa kanya.

ang masasabi ko lang sa mga naiinis ay humiga, ipikit ang inyong mga mata at isipin kung alin sa dalawa ang dahilan ng iyong pagkainis.
pakasaya ka.

hopia

2005-09-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

im eating hopiaaaaa. haaayy.. hopiaaaaaaaaaa:D

we had our crt last friday. what's crt? critical reflective thinking. our principal was part of the skit. haayy she was sooo cute:D

last night was tin's debut in vv6. it was verrryyy nice:D i missed the filinvest people:D graaaabbeee after ng program picture galore. talk about camwhores. some pix in my multiply.

priceless

this morning was my ua&p test. it was easier than the upcat. ang ganda ng ua&p. wala lang:D office ba ito? wala, dun na aku mag-aaral if ever hindi ateneo. excited! hahaha:D

sorry about last night.

i feel lost. i feel like im losing a friend. haayy..

need sleep.

pak life.

pinoy ako.. pinoy tayo..

2005-08-31T21:11:00.000+08:00

yes, i watch pinoy big brother. sorry na. nakakaaliw sila wala lang. nyaha:D

onl. haayy. please get them for our inter-batch party. pleeeaaasseeee.

after one week of styro cutting, swirl painting, shiny glittery skin and ohh, the never ending quarrels between jo and miles, we finally did it, we finished the bulletin board! OH YEAH! i looooove it! especially the border, feeling rich because of the gold glitters. i love the photo mosaic too c/o nikko and patam. yesterday, ms. o told us "baka manakawan kayo ah.." hmm jo? haha..

yesterday was VERY stressful because there were a lot of things to be done. first, the bulletin board and then there's the very cool cl project. project shmoject, very nice noh? the only nice thing about yesterday was it was tuesday and that means prosec! "greaatt.." nyaha. we were scheduled to have a talk from body shop and we were joint with pamayanan. when the make-up artist asked for a volunteer we all shouted fro berna. i enjoyed the talk because i sat near cam, tanya, and yeye and that brings nasty comments. nyahaha. we are soooo evil. btw, berna, you're so pretty yesterday.

for the first time, our class won as the cleanest room for last week and we were the cleaners! very nice! nyaha:D ms. toli treated us ice cream a while ago! thank you ms. toli!

last friday was our profile picture taking. i loved my curls. though, i hate my make-up, it was so freakin thick. anyhoo.. i love my creative pose! i wore my polo shirt with "girls" printed by the side and i was holding a paper with dig me written on it. my other pose was i was kissing my biceps haha. chomaaaaaaa.

try to catch the longest yard! it's a really nice movie, though my family thinks that the first one's nicer. oh well, i still enjoyed it.

we have a new interest, badminton! badminton every week right? nyaha. where? at the
warehouse! hahaha:D

im still keeping my fingers crossed. i hope i won't have grades lower than 80 because if not, i won't be able to train for volleyball. our school has a new policy regarding the qualification of the varsity players and performing arts students. those students should have no grades lower than 80 in order to participate in the practices and trainings. ohh no, pinoooyyyyy. demet, im dead. pinoy is the only subject that gets in the way of my goals. well this year, magkamatayan na tayo, babawi aku! one more thing, i wish all of us will be able to play.

ua&p test next sunday! i heard it's that ua&p has the hardest entrance test. and the nice thing about it is that i have a debut on the night before it. goodlck nalang. then after that, ACET. acet shmacet, just breathe. goodluck to all!

tomorrow will be the seniors' cultural show for the linggo ng wika(ang late noh?). lots of luck to all of us! go sandiwa! go seniors!

happy birthday to the following:
september
1 - gec
2 - tin
3 - duncan
7 - dade
8 - clang
15 - alfy
19 - sammie
22 - klien, ka3na
30 - jean

may you have millions more of bdays to come:D

someone's leaving soon. how sad. i'm losing another best friend;c i will miss him and his hair.

acy! im happy today!

2005-08-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

un lang. im really really reaaallllllyyy happy today. haay haay..:D
* ham -lots of it
* windstruck
* motei ntbk
* bmm - i missed you so much!
* red lighter with super bright blue light- morse code wahaha
* passed by jon's house(ok lost? no space nyaha)

promenaahd - conyo ng promenade. i went there yesterday together with half of the summer friends. relaksaysyon! we played ps2 there! haha asteeg! ano motei? sabi ko sayo no match ka sa live eh! galing ko mang-block noh? wahahaha. daya yeye! ginamit mo lang gumabao powers mu eh. humanda ka next time!

(stay)
just a little bit longer
(please)
please, please, please, please
tell me you're going to
addicted to old songs again. tipong tunog lata. wish i could travel back to the 50s to chill with my good old friends mari and greta. wahahahahahahaha!

and ohh.. happy birthday jon. thanks for the invite.

THE PERFECT DRUG

2005-08-08T18:53:00.000+08:00

I got my head, but my head is unraveling
Can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's traveling
I got my heart but my heart is no good
And you're the only one that's understood
I come along but I don't know where you're taking me
I shouldn't go but you're reaching back and shaking me
Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
The more I give to you, the more I die

And I want you
And I want you
And I want you
And I want you

You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug

You make me hard, when I'm all soft inside
I see the truth, when I'm all stupid eyed
The arrow goes straight through my heart
Without you everything just falls apart

My blood wants to say hello to you
My feelings want to get inside of you
My soul is so afraid to realize
Every little word is a lack of me

And I want you
And I want you
And I want you
And I want you

You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
(whispering)
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the drug, the perfect drug

Take me, with you
Take me, with you
Take me, with you
(continues in backround)
Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces

in the still of the night

2005-08-02T19:50:00.000+08:00

can't think of a better title. the song just played while i was writting this entry. "promise i would not let you go..in the still of the night"

i passed my ateneo app form yesterday. un lang. and ohh.. i loovve my essay(yak kaye wahaha).

scouting yesterday! we marched! rayt abowt, rayt abowt, rayt abowt face!

sandiwa still has no star for the english campaign. we must have a star on thursday, com'on classmates, we can do this! you can do it joe! haayy i love prosec:D

UPCAT ON SATURDAY! im so excited though i haven't finished studying bio. (sus, bio.. parang accounting lang yan dbu classmates? right and left.. debit and credit? WAHAHAHA) our homeroom period was taken for a review for biology. aww.. how i miss biology and biyaya, those were the good old days right? anyhoo.. the review was a bit helpful, i can recall our past lessons already:D thanks mrs. santos!

i edited it.. mali yung ibang bdays haha:D

i am the greatest love of all

2005-07-27T18:11:00.000+08:00

we had our enduraancceee test this morning. ok, it was not very nOoIiice. i'm dead. i hate science, pak science. nyaha.

today was fun! shmpre naaliw nanaman aku sa classmates ku. oo na mababaw na aku. kwento kwento kwentoooooooooo:D
subject: math
scenario: we were having a board work
mrs. sulit: number 10, what method did you use?
*berna stood up with the shocked/taray look
mrs. sulit: yes bernadette, what did you use?
*berna still standing and can't seem to answer mrs. sulit's question
someone: my talent!

subject: analytic geometry
scenario: no teacher (still the same even if she's present) and we were doing our seatwork
scene 1
kats: jo, where's el nido?
jo: it's in another planet, because you know, i'm so rich
kaye: wow, you're story's so lame
jo: oh no, ahihihihihi(laughing)
kaye: makes sense?
other hirits from fatima, kats...

scene 2
jo: oh miles, i heard you were a valedictorian in grade school
kats: oh really?
jo: what did they feed you?
miles(our super smart classmate): my mother's milk
kats: oh, i should get from your mother too.
* wahahahahahahaha

see what the english campaign had done to us. nakakadugo ng dila. wahahahaha. arghh, can't recall our other shallow conversations. i know you can't relate to this so just bear with me. wahahahahahahahahahahaha.

during club time we(seniors) were all cranky and shit. damneett. pero nabawi naman kasi we played volleyball with ms. ani. she was so cute! nyaha:D and after club time we stayed for a while to play with the freshmen and with nikki. grabe, kabilib sila ang galeeeeeeng nila! masipag pa! hala cge, die for the ball! na-miss ku tuloy sila ate val, ate mayee, ate abby, esme, aveve, three little pigs(jan, tabs, katrina), cory! popo, rexa, patti! bon.. lahat sila! haay haay. kami kaya, mamimiss niyo rin? hah varsity?

ohh..we crammed again for our nutrition month exhibit. it was fun painting the airplane! but after painting, we all looked like dugyots and carpenters. pity us. nyaha:D goodluck sandiwa and to the rest of the seniors!

pahabol
ms zeta tols us yesterday that in order to survive we must hug at least 3 people in a day. give me a HUUUUGGGGG:D

i love you kaye

2005-07-23T21:56:00.000+08:00

and so it was our retreat. it was great bonding with the whole class and of course, with ms. toli. i love sandiwa. this is the best retreat ever:D thanks also to father louie(the cutest priest with ber chubby cheeks), brother bern and brother mike.
hmm konting kwento.. it's the best retreat becauseeee....
* of the sketch jo showed us. wahahahaha
* i got the chance to drop by 7eleven to buy milk tea:D
* yeye was my roommate (again? you really can't get enough of me)
* the food was yummyyy -- balimbing! rarr
* the whole class bonded
* i got the chance to kiss and hug everyone
* i recieved a lot palancas --thank you:D i was really touched;)
* the place was nice
* the sisters were really friendly
* picture moments
* j time with j friends:D
* laughtrips
* english speaking beaches -- "oh no, what's happening to you kaye?"
* sneaking out of our rooms to go to the dining room
* dancing and fooling around
* plenty of coloring activities -- "when's our nap time, mommy?"
thank you sandiwa for making me feel really special. i appreciate everything you guys said. i discovered a lot from you. let's go juts!

i miss you:D
today was really tiringgg. as in reaaaaaaaallllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy tiring:D
first stop: tutor
ankulet. andaming humihirit.

second: andi's bday party
andi was so cuteeeee. she was wearing a grass skirt, she looked like lilo. alex was also cute, sobrang sweet niya sa younger sister niya, kaaliw:D alex was also afraid of the clowns. raffy clown and carl clown. nyahahaha:D

third: kuya anton's partaayy
we only stayed there for a while. the food was ber yummy, his gf cooked for him. if only i could cook, haayy.. hahaha:D

new pix at my multiply:D

ding-dong

2005-07-17T00:08:00.000+08:00

kaye is paking vak. so, wasap u penguin looking ass?

may nagputok ng balloons ku. huhuhu;c sorry.

so yesterday was friday and it was the start of our english campaign. it was soooooo COOL! how i wish we could get the plus points! kaya bu sandiwa? sure we can do it! sus, no sweat! nyaha:D

* finally, we had a chance to talk. hope we would still be together and be more sensitive and open with each other. no pretentions, please. let's all be happy and mature christian filipinas, productive ones too! wahahahahaha. fyi, this for all of us. meet halfway nga ika ni ye. WAHAHA.

* computer-"ikaw ay nanalo ng isang gift pack galing sa tiiiide!" i am so meaaaaan. haay laia, i miss having you as my seatmate;c

* pe time! we had our practical test! OH YEAH! we did great! "Lilyyy-PAD!" we got 9/10. we nagged ms. aureada to give us a perfect score and the she said, "sige, kapag nakapagsplit si camcam". nagsplit na si camcam tapus tinakbuhan ba naman kami. we chased her up to the podium then ms. O asked berna to show the teachers her pep stunt. sorry na, one man team! nyaha. ms. cruz, our principal together with the other teachers were amazed by our own pep squad in the class. hoy miss! 10 kami ah!

saturdaaaaaay, we had our physical fitness test. it was fun, watching and fooling around with the lower years. we were gathered in the avr to talk about intrams stuff. "gooooooo team!" our team color is purple and gold! lakers? EK?-everyday, everyday the magic is here! blah blah.. at enchanted kingdom!

* dentist again, paking dentist made me wait for a looooong time. good thing they were playing a good movie, 13 going 30. wala lang.

*gatewaaaaaaaayyyyyyy. we watched herby, since i was late i didn't get to sit with them. so anyhoo, the movie was foine. bagslag! *suntok. after catching a movie we went around and they convinced me to buy the slippers at bench so cam, gec, tanya, laia and i would have the same slippers to wear on wednesday! hey mind you it's our retreat, where's my palanca? anyhoo, paoskie's parents treated us in pizza hut bistro, thanks btw. "buti nalang, hindi masakit"--talaga lang ahh wahahahaha. thanks reyno, laia, tanya, ienne, leo, acy, cam, jo and gec for a wonderful day:D

thanks sa palanca and gift:D sweeeeettttttt;) sobra.. haaayyyyy:D

it is now sunday. i'm sleepy and tired. im out. *bow

abducted

2005-07-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

kaye is gone, again. please bear with Maria(the imposter).

ajnenc nsoec naonkoe sorenwjbidhior nkopnviewuaq efnoiknnke nja ncpenkvmnksi mepo nei. ecnioan, evokdn ednks oew lskwnp kpjke kw pevkaif kwcnakva. kaooofjajo na amown, poojksa, joowma, ijcosje, oafaein, ichsoahf. kwocp apwowicsei oejfka epncai riaf iejakw je aioifen ijaliewj cmokahfekj hdfckaklnfanko akfhoasfkmanfkhf doifosajekjoisajekniosaen iciahfkafjo aoifoeakjuoie.

"you know yourself when you go beyond your limits."

ezhskezhul

2005-07-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

i am so meaaaannnnnnnnnnnnn. wahahahaha. i can't help it. must behave. rarrr. nyahaa.

and the winner is.. Mr. Feu man! we had our first day of the career awareness program and it was really essential for us seniors. it was interesting, though at times boring, we still managed to listen. right cam and jo? we really had fun! we were also attentive, especially when it was the ceu lady's turn to talk."U-A-A-P!" nyahahahaha. anyhoo.. i now have the perfect university in mind. oh yeah! we had speakers from mc, ateneo, feu, ua&p, cca, chs and ceu. cca brought something for us and it was yuuuummmmyyyyyyy, yummmmmmmmyyyyyyyyy talaga.haay haayy heaven sobra. bea sales, choco oats ku?! i learned that we no longer have to take the entrance test in chs, sure in college ito! we already passed our information sheets a while ago, ankulet ng mga course ku! hahaha:D ohh, i won a flat pen from ceu! WAHAHAHA. thanks lady!

our upcat test permits were handed out yesterday. shyeeett. im really excited! i'd be taking the test on the 6th of aug, 12:30 pm at the math building. who has the same ezhskezhul as mine? goodluck to all of us! oh yeah! "U-nibersidad ng Pilipinas!" ISKOLAR NG BAYAN!

ateneo forms were also given out yesterday and i am also excited to take the acet thinking i would pass. kaya yan. sus, bs math pa kunin ku eh. wahahaha. SCARED? SCARED? SCAAAAARED? anyhoo, im planning to take up meco, mgmt, bfa-id and is. oh yeaahhh. im tooooooooo excited for college. hahaha. wasap dean? wasap tree?

hey my retreat's near! kindly find time to write a palanca for me. i'd be greatful if you'd make me one. again, my retreat is on the 20th. thanx:D

* tanong, anu itsura ng uniform ng boys sa college of the hooly spirit high school? nakakapagtaka lang. HAHAHAHAHA. anu un parang sa atin pero pants? wahaha. wala lang. hahahahaha. ankulet siguro kung ganun.

bitter

2005-07-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

how bitter can i be? this is all i can say, stop it. find someone else to bug. huhuhu.. pity the trio. ok lang yan, we our busy with our own activities anyway. like the bahay-kubo varsity and the mon & fri get aways. WAHAHA.

a few changes were made in our seating arrangement, camcam is now near me! whohoo! with jo and cam right behind me plus laia right by my side is total chaos. haayy.. i miss camcam. rarr. naalala ku tuloy si elaine. rarr. kamiss. shyet. everybody's leaving, so sad. ayaw. shyet, ayaw.

ankulet kanina, while we were for patsy's ride in school paoskie, leo, alya and gec started playing bahay-kubo, then dom joined them and alya became the patotot. alya was distracting them by rapping the bahay-kubo song. and then came OUR time, we are now the bahay-kubo varsity! and we have paoskie as our coach. we have a game on saturday against the international teams. we sure have a large chance of winning. sabi nga ni paoskie, "guys, kaya niyo yan, hindi nila alam ang bahay-kubo". wahaha. we have a practice again tomorrow! how immature can we get?:D

senior year is really boring. i can visualize my senior year.. full of gimiks, tambay and bum moments. rarr. walang ginagawa. wahaha. ok na rin, pero wala boring talaga. mapapadaldal ka talaga during classes. pero i have to stop. must get high grades this year. kaya yan. dbu dbu? wahahaha.

i'm loving pedicab. wahaha:D
"gusto ku sumisigaw
dito tayo sa ilaw
bumibilis ang aking puso
shit nakakagago
parang nilalagnat
walang kasing sarap"

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2005-07-03T11:51:00.000+08:00

it's my mother's bday today! happy birthday mameee;)

friday
socializatiooooon. asteeg nung idea na i-present yung field demo dances natin! pinakacool ku yung get down. ankyut ni leo and maiko! haha. sa wakas, berna's dream came true! ang galeng mu! bgay ka ngang baby spice. haha. we transferred to the avr so ang iniiitt kasi hindi nakabukas aircon but that didn't stop us from having the most memorable socialization ever. eto na, ang nagpapanalo sa buong socialization ay ang pep exhibition ni berna! grabe, breath taking talaga yung moment na un. thanks berna, ang galeng mu! haha:D

after school, we headed to patsy's house to change then we were off to gatewaaaay. rode the lrt, may babae pang nagalit kay janna, feeling nanay? grabe, i miss hanging-out with them. mukhang kaming gago, ang ingay sa foodcourt. next week ulit! brewing point! hmm.. double chocolaaateeee. anyhoo, after gateway, h-to-h at patsy's house. sana nga maayos na un noh? sana talaga:D and ohh..thanks motie and alfy. pix at my multiply.

saturday
partaaayyyy ni kuya panget. ang sarap ng fooood. shyet, chocolate moose and sansrivaaaal. rarr. madami tao, ankulet pa ng mga tao. pinaglalaruan ni kuya kid yung light saber, sabi niya kaya daw mag-isa lang maglaro. he was switching the lights, blue light yung pang-attack then red light yung pang-shield. basta ang kulet wahahaha.

sunday
mame's bday. im waiting for them, antagaaaal nila. we're going to tagaytay to hear mass at the pink sisters. rarrr. batong bato nku. save meeeeeeeeeee.

visit our class multiply! look at the video narin during tanya's bday:D